Hello, my loves. I need to recount some Too Much, as that is the only way I know to get it out of my head and lighten it a touch. So, here we go. Car's in the shop to the tune of $600+ and I'm sick, during a time that is already spendy and low-income (Mardi Gras). Missing another half day of work tomorrow. Mentor is driving me nuts about borrowing tools; I need to stop borrowing them from him for my own mental health but can't afford to buy my own right now.

I just want to walk away from the whole stupid business of business. I'm so tired.

I'm still resentful as hell that I am losing this apartment, though I'm looking forward to having more room and a much saner roommate.

And then, the cherry on this shit sundae of a day... got a text from a friend that another member of our PARADES circle has died unexpectedly. She had moved away and I had unfollowed her on fb, because she had a flair for drama and vague booking that I couldn't take, but she was key in supporting K's family during her illness and I'm very fond of her daughter.

Anyway. There it is. I hate everything, so I'm watching AoS and going to bed very early.

Oh. And prob doesn't need saying, but don't cross the streams and mention anything on fb, esp about a friend dying.

{{smonster}} So much.

Oh, smonster, that is Too Much. I'm really sorry about your friend.

Oh, smonster, all the love, and all the hugs. That's more than too much.

{{smonster}} That's a lot to deal with.

smonster, that is all TOO MUCH. I am so sorry about your friend.

I'm sorry smonster. That is officially Too Much.

Oh, man, smonster, that is A LOT. {{{smonster}}}

Had to take the beagle to emergency vet last night, but it wasn't anything life-threatening. He should be fine. I went with my daughter which worked well because it gave me a chance to talk with her a bit. Sunday night we was talking about moving out since she was having trouble with her Mom. It sounded oddly a lot like the kind of troubles I have too (with Mom, not daughter). We're (me and DW) both worried she isn't really ready to be on her own yet. However, daughter didn't seem as ready to move out when she talked with me. Hopefully everything can hold together for awhile at least.