Fred: So you don't worry that it's possible for someone to send out a biological or electronic trigger that effectively overrides your own sense of ideals and values and replaces them with an alternative coercive agenda that reduces you to a mindless meat puppet? Shopkeeper: Wow. People used to think that I was paranoid.

'Time Bomb'


Spike's Bitches 49: As usual, I'm here to help you, and I... are you naked under there?

Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


meara - May 17, 2017 1:24:18 pm PDT #214 of 8218

Ugh. Started new anti depressant and so far have been simultaneously exhausted and yawning my face off while also weirdly jittery like I've had too much caffeine. Really hoping they both go away...


sj - May 17, 2017 1:35:41 pm PDT #215 of 8218
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

I get that a lot in the first week, meara. It should go away.


Trudy Booth - May 17, 2017 7:10:29 pm PDT #216 of 8218
Greece's financial crisis threatens to take down all of Western civilization - a civilization they themselves founded. A rather tragic irony - which is something they also invented. - Jon Stewart

Here, Zen: [link]


Zenkitty - May 18, 2017 3:09:42 am PDT #217 of 8218
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

Why thank you, Trudy.


Laura - May 18, 2017 4:05:27 am PDT #218 of 8218
Our wings are not tired.

How are you managing this morning, Zen?


Katerina Bee - May 18, 2017 5:47:08 am PDT #219 of 8218
Herding cats for fun

good morning Zen. Hope the drugs are enjoyable and Calming Manatee is helpful.


askye - May 18, 2017 1:58:40 pm PDT #220 of 8218
Thrive to spite them

Last night I finally finished Collapsing Empire I checked it out from the library a few weeks ago and had to renew it. I returned it and there was the new Patricia Briggs so I got that. And read it today.

I don't remember the last time I just sat down and read something that long without my attention wandering or flipping to the end because I was bored. Two years at least.

So that's an improvement.

Unfortunately I'm having my semi regular freak out over my gums. It's mostly sensory things I think from the dry mouth from the Vyvanse . And I'm more awaee of my gums but also my jaw is killing me from clenching my teeth. Even with the night guard so I'm seeing the dentist again.

I bought Act dry mouth lozenges and they seem to work. Biotene has dry mouth gel that is a weird texture but also seems yo work.


Zenkitty - May 18, 2017 3:09:14 pm PDT #221 of 8218
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

askye, it's good to hear about your improvements and also good to hear how you're proactively taking care of yourself. I'm glad you can read a book again!

Ew, I said proactively.

I'm feeling better today. Got the pain meds routine working and basically slept all day. Which I needed.


askye - May 19, 2017 6:16:14 am PDT #222 of 8218
Thrive to spite them

Dentist was nice as usually. I was a nervous jittery wreck for some reaosn. I'm going to try muscle relaxant for a week and hopefully my muscles will remember to relax.

He suggested sticking my tongue between my teeth to help my jaw relax .

Also to soak the night guard in water to help woth the dry mouth issue.

I thought I'd share that in case it might help other people.


Toddson - May 19, 2017 7:16:08 am PDT #223 of 8218
Friends don't let friends read "Atlas Shrugged"

My dentist had recommended soaking my night guard in mouthwash during the day. Minty fresh! and moist ....