Man, Jess, that is a lot all at once. And complicated. Get-through-it-okay~ma.

Dear self, you know you can't go from regular coffee to decaf without tapering. You know this. Why did you do it?

Aw, man, Jess, that is A LOT. No wonder you're feeling whelmed. Best of all possible outcomes-ma. And sorry for your loss.

Jessica that all sounds so tiring and hard. I'm sorry for your loss. Is there a way for your kids to go to Eaglefest without you and Ethan? Could someone else take them?

In a separate post: January was like being buried alive by poo. February is shaping up no better though. I'm trying to get my students registered for ACTs and SATs and most are just confused about the process. I have to do this required testing thing with them but I won't be here to get it done and no one else is offering to help. So I wrote super detailed plans for the sub, including my login and password. Awesome?

Grace's eye surgery recovery is about 10x slower than anticipated. She also has decided she's an adolescent now and is ragey and awful about the pain. This weekend I have to go to Ohio for my dad's memorial. The obit failed to mention that Katie is my wife, which is chapping my ass. I'll have to see the cousin I unfriend over politics in the 2012 election because she was a racist and my brother who I am still angry with for having voted for Gary Johnson. If I look at this weekend straight on, I feel like I'm facing a gorgon.

I was also evaluated this week which is everyone's favorite feeling. And my desk is a disaster. And grades are due but I haven't graded all the things yet.

I'm sorry, Jess. So much, all at once. What Kat said about someone else taking the kids. That might help.

{{Kat}} Way too much.

Universe, try and be a bit better about spacing this awfulness out, or just don't.

Condolences, Jessica, on your grandmother's passing. I'm sorry about missing eaglefest, and about your employer's questionable judgement. Wishing you best of luck on the new job and grad school.

Kat, wish I had a big metaphorical sword to give you to face that gorgon. May all be less formidable than it seems from here.

meara, I can't ever do cough drops as I'm violently allergic to menthol and eucalyptus. Our local Haggen has a wall o' candy, where I find lemon drops tart enough that they help with sore throats and coughs, at least a little bit.

Is there a way for your kids to go to Eaglefest without you and Ethan? Could someone else take them?

The funeral is in a different state, and we don't have any close local friends because we suck at meeting people.

If I look at this weekend straight on, I feel like I'm facing a gorgon.

That is a lot. I hope Grace gives you a break, at least!

Yikes, Kat, that's an awful lot of Not Good Things. I have no real advice, except to maybe meditate/drink heavily over the weekend, and hope Grace is feeling better when you get back?