Calm~ma, Suzi.

I'm having a hard time concentrating. I can do OK at work, I focus on putting one foot in front of the other; I focus on the fact that I am there to serve others. That gets me through. Please believe that I love you and care about you. But I can't seem to concentrate on reading and remembering....I'm sorry.

Andi is me. I had to go to MA for work, and it took all I had to make sure I didn't screw it up, so I had to temporarily shrink my presence. I've virtually disappeared from FB right now; I can't take the double standards and hate. I apologize if I missed anything that I shouldn't have.

I'm so tired, and I'm just a white, cis-het woman. I cannot imagine how those that are LGBTQ, PoC, non-binary--god, the list could go on and on--are feeling right now. You all have a safe space with me, both physically and mentally.

Glam, I am right there with you.

Way to go, msbelle.

I can hear one of my neighbors, a black man, ranting on the phone about all this mess. Dude, I hear you and I am so sorry.

Timelies all!

{{{Hugs}}} for all who want/need them. I wish I could offer more.

Holy shit, y'all! I just found out that a friend of mine in NYC dated Trump decades ago. She is terrified by the prospect of him being President—unsurprisingly, he had a monstrous ego and was a complete asshole way back then.

I know that our GOP "friends" have opened investigations with far less evidence. So do we bury our heads in the sand in the aim of bringing the country together (a noble goal, typical of the Democrat way), or do we push for this and get the truth? And feel free to tell me if I'm being a tin-foil hat wearing nutjob because I kind of feel like one, but I'm also looking at truths.

I want an investigation.

As disastrous and terrifying as President Trump may be, I think the Electors handing the presidency to Clinton would start an actual civil war.

I agree. And if the situation were reversed (electoral college to Clinton, popular vote to Trump), I wouldn't want them handing the presidency to Trump.

Suzi, calm~ma.

{{{{{Everyone else}}}}}

Maria, I'm glad you were able to get through your meeting. I texted you because I was concerned, but I don't know if it went through.

Wow, Matt, I bet she has stories. Dang.

I want an investigation.

Don't see how one will happen.

I thought the FBI was already investigating Russian hacking? Or will that all stop now?

Okay, I just made my Holy-Shit-Trump-Was-Elected appointment with my OB/GYN. I was actually overdue for my annual checkup anyway.

I worry about Tim, because in the last several years he's gotten a bit more relaxed about leaving the house dressed as Ava (or taking the trash out in a skirt or whatever), because our neighborhood doesn't give a shit (or will at the very least not actively harm him for it).

But I told him Wednesday that I really want him to not set foot outside our house unless he's in dude clothes head to toe. He said, "Already planned that." This is bullshit.

One of the guys in my improv class is a guy of Middle Eastern ancestry. He did not come to class on Wednesday. I hope he's okay. Physically, I mean. I'm sure he's a wreck mentally.