Amy, it has been about 5 months. I am on a low dose of extended release, and I switched to breakfast taking, rather than dinner, which seems to work better and not have me wak up to a literal shit show!

It is hard, so thanks Zen- it helps that I feel about 1000 times better than I did, and the two times I slipped I felt terrible. But my anxiety is through the roof- I had to way cut back on caffeine to manage my heartbeat!

Husband is on the phone, doing an interview post-mortem with a current coworker, which is great, but it's been like an hour and I'm starving.

So Trump is doubling down on the both sides are the blame narrative. It's the same pattern over and over. Trump does something terrible, they do damage control, and then Trump just goes right back to the first thing. There were literal Nazis marching in the street! How fucking hard is it to condemn that! Literal. Fucking. Nazis.

Sophia, that's great that you're feeling so good! If anxious...

I'm not mad at that Prince purple.

We're being moved into open plan workspace. Four people in low-walled bullpens. After complaints from the first space they renovated, they said they wouldn't use the bullpen style anymore. Then the design showed the bullpens. Nobody's happy about it except for the people saving money by cramming 15% more people into a space. Everyone I work with are pretty introverted, so we're really not happy.

I got into it with my uncle again. I have to stop. I am just boggled how a Methodist preacher cab support Trump. He called Obama the most racist , narcissistic, unAmerican President ever. And brings up BLM in a negative way but gets offended when I asked him if he morally supported the white supremacist rally (not legally he kept saying the left's oppression of speech is wrong) and said he had been invited as a guest speaker at a MLK day event at some point.

Other than that today I've struggled with technology and medicine. I am having side effects with Adderall XR. Not as severe with the Vyvanse but this doesn't work as well either

Sophia, here is the keto bread recipe I've been eyeing: [link]

I just pulled a loaf of it out of the oven, and will report back on how it works for grilled cheese sandwiches. It certainly looks and smells like real bread.

I'm hoping that Kelly, who is supposedly at least a man of integrity, will decide that trying to be Trump's chief of staff is an exercise in futility. And a whole lotta shit he just doesn't need to take.

My dad and my brother (ex-Nay and Navy) think he believes he can talk sense into him, or at least rein him in, but I'm not sure about that.

Jilli, I'll be interested to know how that comes out!

{{askye}} Difficult relatives are difficult. My mom and I were just discussing the other day how we can't engage with people beyond "How can you believe that? It's ridiculous!" which doesn't go far.

Oh, almond flour, so not for me. But there's a link in there to coconut flour dinner rolls that is intriguing!

What I was coming in here to say is: I stopped watching TV sometime in February for reasons I don't understand and can't explain, but I'm starting to catch up on what I missed. I'm halfway through season 5 of Orphan Black and my God I love this show so much. They do so much right.

Also please someone create a vehicle for Tatiana Maslany and Enver Gjokaj to just show off playing different characters all the time. I don't care about the setting or premise other than that.