Even if my birthday weren't Friday, this is all still lousy. I have no good choices here. Either light myself on fire to keep other people happy, or try to act with some sense of self-preservation and make everyone angry at me. So I basically feel like fuck everything. Just fuck it all.
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Is there anything we can do?
Why does ltc insist on hanging all over me when it's hot and humid? She's usually not like this.
"Fuck everything" seems like an appropriate response to your situation, honestly. No lighting yourself on fire, please. I am against that option.
Steph, lighting yourself on fire goes against everything you stand for. You light other things on fire, not yourself.
I have no good choices here.
Maybe try to remember that this is the true, and sucky, fact? I know for me sometimes I make myself more frustrated because even when it's pretty clear that this is the case, I'm still trying for there to be some way for it not to be.
Fuck everything is an appropriate response.
If I haven't said before, I'm really so sorry this on top of everything. Especially since I know how important your birthday is to you, and the actual day.
Dear people, please stop telling me the humidity isn't that bad today, the sweat on my water glass and my asthma say different. No love, sj.
sj, I hear you've got some pretty bad humidity. That sucks.
please stop telling me the humidity isn't that bad today
"Oh, it doesn't feel like Satan's asscrack today, stop complaining!"
"No, it just feels like Satan's underboob."
It's been awful. I need an ocean breeze or an awful awful. Neither of which is going to happen today. So, I will settle for a cool shower if ltc would just go to sleep.
Steph, I wish there was something I could do besides validate that the universe is being a right arsehole to you and that of course you can feel upset about being able to celebrate on your birthday. Wishing you get-through-it~ma.
I send you cool breezes, sj.