Thanks for the support. Now that I'm home, well I've been home for awhile but I was in bed because when I left early for feeling sick, it was because I was actually feeling sick, I can't tell if she's actually angry or not. Maybe she just cooled down. I have a difficult time reading emotions which is probably related to that whole Asperger's diagnosis. Didn't help that I went out to get her some dinner and they got the order wrong. Not completely wrong, but a bit wrong. Just my fucking luck I guess.

please listen to this:

you came home feeling sick and you went out to get her dinner.

Oh she'd have gone and get it without complaint. I volunteered because, well, I just thought she'd like not having to go out.

Tommyrot, I'm sorry I missed you. I would get to the airport no later than 6:45, possibly earlier. Security lines on weekdays can be bad.

Gud, I don't want to pile on, but I do want to say that we like you and care about you and believe that you deserve to be in a relationship that makes you feel better about yourself, not worse. And your kids deserve to have a relationship modeled for them that is healthy and respectful. If you do not feel you have the strength to do something about this for yourself, consider what this is saying to your kids about how to interact with other human beings.

Me, I tried to buy a car today but after an hour at the dealership they admitted the car I had come to get had been sold in the morning. ARGH. They also said another should be arriving on Tuesday and they will call when it comes in. So annoying. So then I went shopping and had a lovely lunch with my niece, and then a long nap.

This is the kind of day off I like, although it's not good for my bank balance.

Gif, I have just remembered that I have a book that my therapist recommended to me that I could send to you. Maybe it would be helpful, and I have no need for it anymore. Ping me with your address and I'll send it.

An HOUR AND A HALF, 'Suela? Argh. Yay for the rest of the day, though, that sounds swell.

I am earwormed and must share. Hey little thing let me light your candle 'cause you know I'm too hard to handle, now, yes I am.

Me, I tried to buy a car today

May your next car dealership encounter be as relatively painless as mine was.

Hey little thing let me light your candle 'cause you know I'm too hard to handle, now, yes I am.

I seriously never knew what the words were after "candle". I thought "mama" was in there somewhere, but I see I was wrong there. #mondegreensRus

You might not be. I am no lyrical authority. I definitely get the several versions muddled up and might very well make up my own words.

I kind of like the mystery now, though.

I'm pretty sure that there's a "mama" in there --

hey, little thing, let me light your candle, 'cause mama I'm sure hard to handle now.