Thanks so much, Secret Santa Lee! I opened the "Big Books" t-shirt and the chocolate orange(Saving two to open later)
Mal: Okay. She won't be winning any beauty contests anytime soon. But she is solid. Ship like this, be with ya 'til the day you die. Zoe: 'Cause it's a deathtrap.
'Out Of Gas'
Goodbye and Good Riddance 2015: Goodnight moon
Every year we watch the Charlie Brown special, do the Snoopy dance, wish everybody a Merry Thanksgivukkahmas, and thank our Secret Santas in the good riddance thread. Which is this one, in case you were wondering.
Go away, 2015.
erikaj - Dec 16, 2015 12:57:08 pm PST #108 of 251
I'm a fucking amazing catch!--Fiona Gallagher, Shameless(US)
-t - Dec 16, 2015 1:42:37 pm PST #109 of 251
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
Save two the rest are food instant gratification
Lee - Dec 16, 2015 1:48:41 pm PST #110 of 251
The feeling you get when your brain finally lets your heart get in its pants.
YAY! They got there.
I hope one of the remaining ones got there in one piece. I was a little worried about it.
I don't think my secret santa wants to reveal themselves, but THANKS to whoever it is. (forgot to say that part the other day)
Kat - Dec 16, 2015 2:58:49 pm PST #111 of 251
"I keep to a strict diet of ill-advised enthusiasm and heartfelt regret." Leigh Bardugo
Secret Santa, after finals are over I PROMISE I will send the box.
erikaj - Dec 16, 2015 2:59:06 pm PST #112 of 251
I'm a fucking amazing catch!--Fiona Gallagher, Shameless(US)
Totally, T. I will totally reveal myself to my santee, but I'm just waiting till the end.
Stephanie - Dec 16, 2015 3:14:43 pm PST #113 of 251
Trust my rage
I know the de-lurking thread is in October, but I was thinking of you all today. I'm currently pregnant but miscarrying. It is sad but I'm okay. I feel pretty strongly that this being/life/whatever you call it was sent to send me a fairly specific message about courage and standing up for myself and being brave but not actually meant to grow into a baby. It looks sort of weird as I type it but my point is, I'm okay.
But I've been thinking a lot about you guys because it was my almost identical miscarriage (happened at the same time of year and in almost the same exact way) thirteen years ago that brought me to the board. I was angry post-miscarriage and Buffy kicked ass and I was looking for more of that.
I've thought a lot about ita this year, and more recently Ginger, and how much you all have meant to me over the years. I'm doing well. Ellie is 10, Frisco is almost 8. He was recently diagnosed with mild autism/Aspergers. It's helped a lot with understanding him. Sammy is almost 4 and is a joy.
I bought a house with my parents earlier this year. It's not perfect but we all like living together. I'm dating a guy who I love very much. Also not perfect, but I'm learning that it can be not perfect and yet still good. The pregnancy was unplanned and kind of threw us for a loop but overall, I love having him in my life. We've been dating 8 months tomorrow but its seems like more and we have been through a lot.
My law firm is growing. We have a total of 5 employees now and my brother is my office manager. Sometimes I am a little tired of doing the same thing but there's always a client or two that reminds me of why I love my job.
Anyway, with everything going on, I've been thinking about the board a lot. I think I"m too busy to post regularly, or even lurk, but I do miss and love you all.
amych - Dec 16, 2015 3:18:53 pm PST #114 of 251
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?
I love you, Stephanie. It's good to see you around here any time; you and your dude seem marvelously happy from what I can see on the facebook, and I hope this loss will be eased by having lots of love around you.
Anne W. - Dec 16, 2015 3:21:00 pm PST #115 of 251
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.
It's good to see you around Stephanie. I'm so glad you're surrounded by people who love you right now.
-t - Dec 16, 2015 3:23:15 pm PST #116 of 251
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
It's so good to see you here, Stephanie! I'm sorry to hear about the miscarriage but glad that you are okay, and all the other good stuff you have going on.
I can't believe your kids ages!
amyth - Dec 16, 2015 3:35:22 pm PST #117 of 251
And none of us deserving the cruelty or the grace -- Leonard Cohen
I'm so sorry to hear about your miscarriage, Stephanie, but so glad to see you here! And it's wonderful to hear about all of the other good and exciting things that are going on with you. I love that you have so much love and family around you. I can't believe that it's been 10 years since I held Ellie right after she was born!