I think you are forgetting how fantastic you are, Allyson. Which I get, because I have been where you have been this past year and I know how easy it is to forget your own worth. But truly truly, not only do you have lovely hair, but you are awesome. ita was probably my number one Buffista idol, practically a celebrity in my brain because of all the awesome. But you? You are probably number two.
Get out of bed, put one foot in front of the other, and just go through the motions. Eventually it will get easier and at some point you'll realize you are living again instead of just pretending.
Allyson, it is 100% bullshit. And you have pretty, pretty hair.
There's no way for this to not suck. Your brain is going to lie to you a lot. Because this sucks.
Allyson, it is stupid, and wrong, and against all laws of what should be or makes sense. And I'm sorry that you have to do it. Because it is stupid, and wrong, and stupid. But you're doing great.
It is completely wrong. Having to cope with it shouldn't be happening, because this shouldn't be happening. I wish I had better words than I'm sorry. I know how amazing you all were, are, and will be for ita and her family. That's a thing beyond measure.
I handed the obit off to Burrell. I'm going to put on shoes and go get her family the phones they need. That much, I can do.
good idea.
because it is wrong
and some one else can do it.
Take care of yourself, Allyson. We all wish you the best in this worst of times.
That sounds like a plan. Do what you can, and let others help where they can.
And your hair is very pretty.
