So many people dear to my heart. All here again. I have missed you.
Yes.
I kissed him, and I told him that I loved him. And I killed him.
Buffy ,'Same Time, Same Place'
ita's thread
A place where we can talk about ita, miss ita, and share information about memorials. The hugging started over here in Natter.
Beverly - Jan 15, 2015 6:45:18 pm PST #656 of 3156
Days shrink and grow cold, sunlight through leaves is my song. Winter is long.
shrift - Jan 15, 2015 6:45:34 pm PST #657 of 3156
"You can't put a price on the joy of not giving a shit." -Zenkitty
I'm updating the BRQG for the first time since... apparently 2011. If I don't add something to my Google Calendar or Evernote (and fuck, ita's the one who sold me on Evernote), it doesn't get done. I guess I need to schedule fannish maintenance back into my life.
I moved the Buff Dive! button to the top so you don't have to move your mouse to reload it over and over again. Happier wrists.
Just about every other quote in COMM is ita. It's making me weepy again.
John_H - Jan 15, 2015 6:51:04 pm PST #658 of 3156
Si monumentum requiris, circumspice.
That's incredibly touching, thanks for saying that.
Zenkitty - Jan 15, 2015 6:57:56 pm PST #659 of 3156
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
I made it to the Seattle, Atlanta, and Providence F2Fs. I wish I had gone to more. I wish I'd met ita in person. Although I'd probably have been too shy to talk to her.
Beverly - Jan 15, 2015 7:08:03 pm PST #660 of 3156
Days shrink and grow cold, sunlight through leaves is my song. Winter is long.
DC, Nillyfest, SF2F, Atlanta, and Seattle. I still didn't get to meet nearly everybody I wanted to. And not ita.
Cass - Jan 15, 2015 7:11:31 pm PST #661 of 3156
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
I moved the Buff Dive! button to the top so you don't have to move your mouse to reload it over and over again. Happier wrists.
That's something I've always kinda wanted. Which felt so, so lazy. But sometimes you just want quote after quote after quote.
Zenkitty - Jan 15, 2015 7:17:34 pm PST #662 of 3156
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
That's something I've always kinda wanted.
I've wanted it and never thought to ask for it. shrift, may I have a pony?
msbelle - Jan 15, 2015 7:20:31 pm PST #663 of 3156
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb
to Angus on the death of his mother
"Grieve deeply and well. "
msbelle - Jan 15, 2015 7:22:54 pm PST #664 of 3156
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb
"You know what's nice? In cyberspace no one can see me blush. Keeps the rep intact."
deborah grabien - Jan 15, 2015 7:24:18 pm PST #665 of 3156
It really doesn't matter. It's just an opinion. Don't worry about it. Not worth the hassle.
I don't remember how to cite-quote someone else's line or post, either, and I'm too sick to worry about it right now.
But - putting this as carefully as I'm capable of doing - I'm just the opposite of Bev. I wish this place had continued to feel comfortable or safe for me, but it didn't. I still value everyone, but the older I get, the more of a gamma I seem to be and the less comfortable as part of a functional tribe. I'm the perennial outsider, taking notes and writing books or song lyrics about things or people when I've wandered away. Which sounds coldblooded, but isn't honestly.
So I'm probably only back for now, and if anything is needed or wanted from me for ita, by anyone at all, ever, because she was ita and I loved her beyond language and I really want her to come back so I can cook her jerk chicken (NOT GOAT, damn it). Mostly, though, I'll be where I have been for a few years, which is on my own wall over at Facebook.