Oh gosh Nilly. That's so beautiful. And I love hearing about your fierce determined daughter.
Hey, evil dead, you're in my seat.
Xander ,'First Date'
ita's thread
A place where we can talk about ita, miss ita, and share information about memorials. The hugging started over here in Natter.
meara - Jan 25, 2019 8:32:39 am PST #2974 of 3153
Consuela - Jan 25, 2019 11:55:34 am PST #2975 of 3153
We are Buffistas. This isn't our first apocalypse. -- Pix
Oh, Nilly, you made me cry.
Thank you.
sj - Jan 25, 2019 11:56:43 am PST #2976 of 3153
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Nilly, that's just lovely and made me very teary.
msbelle - Jan 25, 2019 1:59:35 pm PST #2977 of 3153
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb
the post count made me nervous. Thank goodness Nilly post was the reason. LOVELY!
Vortex - Jan 25, 2019 3:21:03 pm PST #2978 of 3153
"Cry havoc and let slip the boobs of war!" -- Miracleman
I see things all of the time that I would have wanted to tell ita about. I know that she would love how many of us she has inspired to be fiercer, to try more things, to emulate her incredible spirit.
Love you and miss you, Nilly
Amy - Jan 25, 2019 4:05:25 pm PST #2979 of 3153
Because books.
Nilly = love. It's always good to see you here.
I see things all of the time that I would have wanted to tell ita about. I know that she would love how many of us she has inspired to be fiercer, to try more things, to emulate her incredible spirit.
THIS. I talk to her sometimes. The only thing I still can't bring myself to do is read our old emails. For a while, we're emailing several times a day, daily. I just can't imagine when I'll be able to read those.
Vortex - Jan 25, 2019 8:06:11 pm PST #2980 of 3153
"Cry havoc and let slip the boobs of war!" -- Miracleman
I just hate that the last time I had the opportunity to see her, when I was in LA, she wasn't feeling well. I told her that I didn't care, that I would be happy to see her for five minutes and give her a hug. She said no, and I let it go and thought I would see her next time, because I understood what it is like to know that your tribe sees you as a strong person, so you never want to be seen at less than your best, but I regret it so much.
P.M. Marc - Jan 26, 2019 12:20:44 pm PST #2981 of 3153
So come, my friends, be not afraid/We are so lightly here/It is in love that we are made; In love we disappear
Aww, Nilly.
Vortex, I get that. Obviously, I didn't have that situation with ita, but I've been through that next time and not pushing it regret. It sucks.
lisah - Jan 26, 2019 1:45:21 pm PST #2982 of 3153
Punishingly Intricate
Thank you so much for sharing that story, Nilly.
Kat - Jan 26, 2019 4:03:29 pm PST #2983 of 3153
"I keep to a strict diet of ill-advised enthusiasm and heartfelt regret." Leigh Bardugo
Nilly, that's a beautiful story.
sniff.
Super lovely.