'Underneath'
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
vacation TOMORROW! YAY. Just a short one and nothing terribly exciting, but VACATION. I am all giddy the day before leaving, mac gets grumpy. Flight out is 8:30am, so I am soon to bed. Just checking the packing.
plane outfit, 3 more outfits, extra cardigan, toiletries, book, book on tape, computer, GPS, chargers, maps and directions I've already printed for duplicity. That's it, right? 3.5 days and me as the driver, not much more to take.
Aw, Burrell. I'm sorry you feel like that.
Yeah, for me the extra day is to fit in all the work that keeps piling up. I just spent about 45 minutes going over the schedule for the month of March with one of my employees and it's just crazy what we are trying to get done right now.
Wheee msbelle! Have fun!
And really, there is only so much lost you can get in El Paso/LC. Hardest part is Trans Mountain or I10, depwnding on if and where you are headed to the westside.
I do not want an extra day to get work done in because that would inevitably lead to more work, somehow. There's just always too much to do and I don't believe having more time would change that.
Not only no extra day, one less hour this month!
Aw, Burrell. I'm sorry you feel like that.
Thanks -t. I think at some point I need to address this as either a new, unwelcome change to my personality or sign that I need to change something about my lifestyle. Both seem kind of overwhelming to deal with, so I keep just hoping it'll pass.
Oh, Burrell. I hope it does pass!
Burrell, I really feel you. I feel like I've been on treadmill unrealistic with sides of abusive employer for the last year. Every time I think I've employed a coping mechanism successfully, it manages to be crushed. I wear my bitterness and resentment on my sleeve as a challenge, and I'm not sure if I give a shit about the repercussions. I've always been the Eyeore, but now I'm the angry mean Eyeore. I'm learning all about me angry. It's... Not always pleasant.
You've had a hard stretch, Burrell -- maybe it's a buildup of stress and grief? Be kind to yourself as often as you can.