Yes to Ellen as well. t edit Also Jen K.
Illyria: Wesley's dead. I'm feeling grief for him. I can't seem to control it. I wish to do more violence. Spike: Well, wishes just happen to be horses today.
'Not Fade Away'
Natter 73: Chuck Norris only wishes he could Natter
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
Steph L. - Jan 13, 2015 6:27:51 pm PST #14878 of 30000
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
Topic!Cindy - Jan 13, 2015 6:30:16 pm PST #14879 of 30000
What is even happening?
Oh, good. Thanks. And Tep, thanks to you, Hec, Deb, Cashmere, and VW for making sure I would know. I'm just so sorry and that's all I can keep thinking or saying.
Miracleman - Jan 13, 2015 6:32:54 pm PST #14880 of 30000
No, I don't think I will - me, quoting Captain Steve Rogers, to all of 2020
Everyone...I appreciate the sentiment behind your sorrow for me, but...well, really, it's time for Grandma. She's made it clear she wants to go and, frankly, she's hung around longer than anyone expected. The real, final push was, I think, my mom's death. So I'm okay. This day's sorrow isn't for me, it's for ita. I seriously don't want it to be other than that.
Tomorrow, next week, next month...whenever my Grandma decides to go...then I'll be here accepting your comfort. Today I just want to share the comfort we can bring each other, what I can give as well as get.
This day is about ita. And it's *for* Allyson and Kristen and Paula and ita's family and...well, all of us, but equally.
If that makes sense.
Yes, it does. It makes total sense.
But thank you for your kindness.
smonster - Jan 13, 2015 6:36:27 pm PST #14881 of 30000
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
Hi Cindy. Glad to see you check in, in that weird and bittersweet way.
Maria - Jan 13, 2015 6:36:57 pm PST #14882 of 30000
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift
Heh. The BF basically said the same thing. He doesn't want his loss today to take away from the grief we feel at ita's. I told him it doesn't work like that. It's not a "take from pot A and put in pot B" situation. It's more like they become pot AB and the grief and the sorrow flow freely.
javachik - Jan 13, 2015 6:42:56 pm PST #14883 of 30000
Our wings are not tired.
Le Nubian texted me about it, so she knows.
Nora Deirdre - Jan 13, 2015 6:50:27 pm PST #14884 of 30000
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)
Allyson just posted a call for help in the ita thread, FYI.
Matt the Bruins fan - Jan 13, 2015 6:52:01 pm PST #14885 of 30000
Oh honey, the mentally unwell people have been in the fanbase since Game Changers was Stucky fanfiction on the internet. The calls have been coming from inside the house the whole time!
Earlier tonight I was checking the news on what used to be AfterElton.com, saw they were doing a photo retrospective for Orlando Bloom's birthday, and thought "Oh, ita will love this!" for about half a second before reality drop-kicked me.
Steph L. - Jan 13, 2015 6:54:25 pm PST #14886 of 30000
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
I really don't want to go to bed, because I'm going to lay down and cry and not be able to sleep.
Amy - Jan 13, 2015 6:55:34 pm PST #14887 of 30000
Because books.
What Steph said. I think I'm reading till I nod off.