Everywhere else on the Internet feels stupid today.

Beyond the IO9 tribute and Facebook, nothing else exists on the Internet today. I went to check breaking news and realized it didn't know ita was gone and just stopped. That's the news. That's all of the news I know.

Every non-ita FB post on my feed has really thrown me.

Every non-ita FB post on my feed has really thrown me.

Me too.

I was starting to feel like I need to go do something, don't know what. I don't think there is anywhere in walking distance (don't want to drive, I know how I drive when random crying jags hit and it's not safe) where I can get goat, or ting, or meat patties or even steel-cut oatmeal, but the dinner on my meal plan for tonight is pork tenderloin wrapped in bacon, and that feels kind of appropriate somehow.

Lloyd and I have been watching Buffy, because he's never seen it all. We watched The Body last week, and we just finished season five. It's all just sitting in the pit of my stomach.

Every non-ita FB post on my feed has really thrown me.

Oh, me too. And I just had to explain pink gingham to my brother. Seems like everyone should just know.

Every non-ita FB post on my feed has really thrown me.

Yeah, it feels like all those Buzzfeed shiticles should be like:

This Guy Did Some Re-Modeling and What He THE WORLD IS DARKER NOW, JUST FUCK THIS SHIT!

vw, I've been doing the same thing with Ben. So the b.org folks have already been on my mind and now I don't know if I'm happy or sad to start tonight's episodes.

Lilty Cash, I'm not sure I can watch tonight.

We're watching SPN, getting Mal caught up so we had to start all over, and tonight it's half tribute and half painful.

I have the awesomest work team, and although it's an open office they were perfect about me weeping at my computer and also wanting to talk. We talked a bit about how online mourning is good in that we're not all having to wait for the funeral to share the good stories and stuff.