I let Toddson know.
'The Message'
Natter 73: Chuck Norris only wishes he could Natter
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
Thank you Allyson and Polgara and Kristen and Burrell.
I couldn't figure out how to not go to work this morning, so I went in, and I knew I couldn't work if I came here at all, so I did not. And a couple of people asked how I was doing and I told them the truth so now I am home where I can be with all of you as I should be right now. And I have caught up on this thread since last I posted and I love you all so much.
Thank you, Allyson, for posting what happened, I know that must have been hard both to live and to write.
Allyson, Burrell, Kristen and Polgara - thank you for doing the most difficult things. i am so sorry that you had to.
Thank you, Allyson. I was there when my mother-in-law died. It's surreal. And as long as you don't attack anyone, I don't think there's a wrong reaction.
When we bought her Legolas' knives, and gave them to her, and saw the joy on her face. It was our gesture of love, friendship, and admiration, all those years ago, and it remains one of my fondest memories.
I remember organizing that with Holli, and it just felt so right. Everybody wanted to kick in. Wanted to let her know that she was our Captain and we would follow her.
Maria, thank you for sharing ita's email to you.
Allyson, thank you for the details and I would echo what all have said already.
I had to skim a little because the words are causing the tears and the sadness and the day is nowhere near over but has someone notified Cass and Stephanie I? Probably but wanted to check anyway.
I want to be around here more. I'm going to be around here more.
You don't...you don't think about what you're missing sometimes, and then something fucking horrible happens and you feel like...I should have been here? Which makes no goddamned sense, I know this, I'm a decently smart guy, but...
Rrrrgghh. I'm going to be around more.
I remember running around to get a tiara for her and ship it off to her before the first F2F, because she wouldn't be there.
I want to get on a plane to LA. To do what, I don't know, but this incredible urge is there to help, even though I don't know what kind of help is needed or wanted. Ridiculous I know.
I have that same urge.
Allyson, Burrell, Kristen, and Polgara, thank you, and I'm sorry you had to be the ones.
I just ... I can't.