I can't think of anything to say, except to wish that every medical person who denied her pain or who failed to try to find a solution ends up in a very special, very painful hell.

I so wanted ita to have a chance to be ita again.

Thank you, Kristen, for everything you did for ita, particularly this one last, sad service. And thanks to everyone who checked in.

I'll let Bicyclops know when I see him tonight.

I wish words could really be felt as hugs abd hands held todether and leaning one's head against a shoulder, the way they touch the soul.

Yes, absolutely. I'm also just feeling like... I don't have words, but words are what we have when we're far apart. I just want to keep posting here even though I don't have anything to say, just to be here with you.

Kat, how are you doing, if it's OK to ask?

[Edit: sorry for the cereal, but:]

I'm also just feeling like... I don't have words, but words are what we have when we're far apart. I just want to keep posting here even though I don't have anything to say, just to be here with you.

You say it perfectly. Thank you.

Jesse, realize I will hug you. Just get prepared now. Also there will be toast with you and DJ.

GD fuck. Fuck it all.

I'll phone Katie Bee in a bit. It's a little early for her.

I never knew why she left the board. I looked and never found anything in the notice sections, and concluded that I shouldn't ask, since no one seemed to talk about it (given my limited time on the board). Was it because of the migraines?

Yes, Kate. Posting is our way of holding hands

She was back on, Java, after that break. Had been posting just a couple days ago in the fanfic thread.

I texted Emily and called Cindy.

I started crying again while writing my LJ post. I prefer the numbness.