My idiot cat is now running around the apartment with a little foil koosh ball in her mouth, growling. The one with a working brain is just joining me in staring at her.
Now I did a job. I got nothing but trouble since I did it, not to mention more than a few unkind words as regard to my character so let me make this abundantly clear. I do the job. And then I get paid.
Mal ,'Serenity'
Natter 73: Chuck Norris only wishes he could Natter
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
Matt the Bruins fan - Nov 18, 2014 5:41:52 pm PST #10783 of 30000
"I remember when they eventually introduced that drug kingpin who murdered people and smuggled drugs inside snakes and I was like 'Finally. A normal person.'” —RahvinDragand
§ ita § - Nov 18, 2014 5:56:09 pm PST #10784 of 30000
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
I have an 11:30 interview and a massive headache. It's all worse since the methadone. Everything is worse. My head hurts, I'm twitchy. I called my doctor repeatedly to see if I could get some relief, but...no.
I can't afford another ER visit. But I need to be coherent and not cutting slices in my arm to distract from the headache. The only assurance I've gotten is that they won't get a nurse to me tomorrow before the interview (which would be a mess anyway). I don't know what to do except cry and stick lidocaine patches on my face.....
sarameg - Nov 18, 2014 6:10:21 pm PST #10785 of 30000
Jeaus, ita, I wish I had something helpful to suggest. All I can offer is wishes for better. I'm sorry.
Matt, it's always one. And I still giggle that you gots cats now. They so eased you into it.
msbelle - Nov 18, 2014 6:20:51 pm PST #10786 of 30000
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb
Why did I think Tim DeKay was gay? I swear I have been told that he was gay AND Matt Bomer's partner. I swear I've seen pics. Was this some weird dream?
§ ita § - Nov 18, 2014 6:40:46 pm PST #10787 of 30000
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
I think I have to go. Not now--deep in the middle of the night. I just have to focus on not self-harming, and I fucking better get one of these jobs soon.
I suppose if I were eating this would be a bigger dent in my budget.
Still can't afford it, tho. But I can't interview in this state.
Calli - Nov 18, 2014 6:52:04 pm PST #10788 of 30000
I must obey the inscrutable exhortations of my soul—Calvin and Hobbs
I hope they can provide some relief, ita.
Theodosia - Nov 19, 2014 2:56:11 am PST #10789 of 30000
'we all walk this earth feeling we are frauds. The trick is to be grateful and hope the caper doesn't end any time soon"
Oh, ita. Strength and relief-ma to you.
-t - Nov 19, 2014 3:26:50 am PST #10790 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
Fuck, ita, I'm so sorry.
I hate that "I can't afford to go to the ER" is a rational statement.
sarameg - Nov 19, 2014 3:27:28 am PST #10791 of 30000
I'm wearing 2 layers everywhere and my scarf and I can still feel the waves of cold cascading off my office windows.
Also, I feel like a staypuft marshmallow.
Jesse - Nov 19, 2014 4:16:00 am PST #10792 of 30000
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.
Oh, ita. Take care of yourself first.
I hate that "I can't afford to go to the ER" is a rational statement.
Seriously.