Yeah, Trudy. It is kinda an amazing place to be able to be annoyed with him for this stuff. Especially since it is only occurring because HE CAN AND WILL STAY BY HIMSELF NOW and not freak out like a mammal. He still demands hugs and snuggles most night too, so really, we are in a good place. It is just every little thing right now.
I told a guy at the office today, I am mad at everything, I am at the point of saying "Fuck You, air". SO, there is that. I am trying deep breathing and mindful awareness of thought and lots of other hippy dippy brain sciency things to make me less of an ogre. we'll see.
I wish you co-operative neurotransmitters, msbelle, and co-operative co-workers.
and I just walked into a door, you know the side edge of it. Right in the head. that is gonna leave a mark.
Someone should go buy mega millions tickets and start working on this Buffista retirement fund thing.
I am so exhausted from our Xmas weekend and the driving--I really wish I could have stayed in bed today. But now I'm done with Xmas for the year. I'm telling myself I just have to make it to Solstice--then I will have two weeks with days off and the days will start getting longer.
Oh yeah--and bonus Doctor Who Xmas special.
I thought I was having a good morning, until I went to get the carton of eggs out of the fridge and dropped it.
On the plus side, I guess I know what I'm having for breakfast and lunch?
Oh, man. I want to bundle you all up in fuzzy blankets and fill you with toddies and smite everyone and everything that's thwarting you, all of you.
Cookies! Bake cookies for breakfast and lunch!
I've got office hours this morning, then going grocery shopping to get stuff to make cookies, then finishing up some job applications and various other stuff, then making cookies. Well, also making a bunch of other food for this week. So maybe making lasagna first, then cookies.
Hey, msbelle, do you want want me to send you some meditation mp3s? I have one 10 minute and one 20 minute session that are pretty soothing only a little hippy-dippy.
I'm working out of our NYC office. My meeting with my manager has been pushed back and I found out that I'm getting a small raise, so now I have the week to accomplish All The Things.
Worked for Green Bay, anyway.
Yeah, that was depressing to watch after the Saints implosion.