This is the weekend for our family Xmas gathering. I just finished the four hour drive to Shawano. The last 20 minutes of my drive I was really spacey, so I'm glad I'm done driving. Maybe I should have stopped for lunch along the way.

My dad's doing better but I haven't seen him yet.

Ugh, meara! That's disturbing.

Dear April on Grey's:

THIS IS WHY YOU DON'T INSIST THAT YOUR MESSY UNRESOLVED EX COME TO YOUR WEDDING.

Sheesh.

Would egg nog with Bailey's in it be gross? I feel like it would be good. Also seasonally festive.

Would egg nog with Bailey's in it be gross? I feel like it would be good. Also seasonally festive.

It sounds worth a shot. So to speak.

What Calli said.

I typically do egg nog and Kahlua.

Tomorrow night is my stupid work Christmas Party and I do not even want to go, so why am I so bummed out and swarmed with body image demons because I do not have a date (or even someone I could ask)?

I think that might be the real reason - there is not even a male friend I could ask to go with me as a joke. I have no hang out with me male friends. And no prospects. and I am old, and unattractive and and and.

UNTRUE!

Although I am currently concerned about what I am going to wear to volunteer for the former-work event tomorrow, which is double-stupid.

In ridiculous news, it occurs to me that "home alone" is a perfectly good alibi for people such as myself who are always on the internet. There was no time to commit the crime in between my facebook comments!

Hehehe.

Tonight's thrill ride was doing laundry. With no witchy-cauldron toilet action. WOOHOO CLEAR LINES!