I received an email from org that is doing research on my neuromuscular disease. They are announcing clinical trials, and said they would be calling folks registered, to screen for candidates. I have no clue what level of testing, if it's double blind, or first human, or what. But I want in. If there is a chance of being done with this thing, I want to try it, the sooner the better. Not sure I will qualify. The email said be able to walk and ride a recumbent bike. Well, I walk with crutches, and can do the sit down bikes, just not well... And then I wonder, am I too old? Or my case too severe? Or.. Or.. So... If there is any "pick me for the clinical trial"~ma? I'd sure love some huge helpings of it. I put on a brave face and all, but truth be told, I hate this fucking disease. Hate it with my very soul, and what I want more than anything in the world, is to have it gone from me. As a kid, I went to a ton of healing masses, and god failed me. So I put my faith in science, at a young age. And damn it, I don't want to be failed again.
ION- yesterday was a great day at work. Big show is loaded in. Big stress is off the shoulders. But burned way too many spoons, and still hurting today... (See above)