Other peoples issues are distracting. Isn't that why people watch soap operas? I figure if I get a flat tire or something, I'm going to go on a killing spree and laugh my head off at my arraignment.
'The Killer In Me'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
ARE YOU TURNING INTO SCRAPPY!!!???!?
Hahahah! I wish.
I get that thing where I have loads of shame around how much I suck too. I don't have any good advice for how to unload that shame. But I do know that it's best not to wallow in it, and to try and counter it with feelings of love and gratitude.
Hahahah! I wish.
Don't worry, I often wish I could be Meara, what with the dancing and funniness and the traveling and the killer smile.
Tom is currently going through something similar and I honestly can't see why he thinks he's a failure. It's baffling and frustrating. And makes me want to snuggle him for hours until he can let it go.
ION, our old house continues to haunt us and fuck up our lives. Fuck you, old house.
I may be in need of an alibi, if this day continues like it has. Multiple students are pissing me off on different projects at the same time. I keep thinking of that Woody Woodpecker episode of "If only Woody had gone straight to the police, non of this would have ever happened". Please, students, listen to me! I have knowledge. Experience. Why must you over complicate things?
::sigh::
o god. another one. I'm getting close to going thermonuclear on them (because going Medieval isn't good enough).
omg meara is so smart. ARE YOU TURNING INTO SCRAPPY!!!???!?
Heh.
I'm objectively sucking right now
I think this might depend on who's objectivity we're talking about.
I also get that fear of "if we talk about it, then everyone will agree and it will be Official That I Suck," but it really rarely happens that way.
Either way, I'm sorry you're going through it.
I think I'm going to keep my "who's" mistake up there, just for you, Tep.
I also get that fear of "if we talk about it, then everyone will agree and it will be Official That I Suck," but it really rarely happens that way.
It is a totally understandable fear, which is why the evil Depression Monsters like to beat people with it. I'm sorry you're going through it, and THE DEPRESSION MONSTERS ARE LYING LYING FUCKHEADS.
Hugs, sympathy, and ~ma to anyone who needs or wants.
Me, I'm telling myself I can get through today, and then January will be OVER. Things will be better (for me, at least) when it's not January.