It's going to take more than Ambien to get to sleep tonight. I am WIRED with raaaaaaaage.
Wash: Don't fall asleep now. Sleepiness is weakness of character. Ask anyone. You're acting captain. Know what happens you fall asleep now? Zoe: Jayne slits my throat, and takes over. Wash: That's right. Zoe: And we can't stop it.
'Shindig'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Steph L. - Sep 08, 2013 8:21:43 pm PDT #4443 of 30002
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
brenda m - Sep 08, 2013 8:23:38 pm PDT #4444 of 30002
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Pitchforks, check. I would be flipping out like a mammal.
le nubian - Sep 08, 2013 8:23:45 pm PDT #4445 of 30002
"And to be clear, I am the hell. And the high water."
Oh Hil. I hope sleep helps you and you feel better tomorrow.
beth b - Sep 08, 2013 8:28:16 pm PDT #4446 of 30002
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
I'll take some of that rage.that sounds...lets just hope there is a plan
erin_obscure - Sep 08, 2013 8:59:56 pm PDT #4447 of 30002
Occasionally I’m callous and strange
gotta say, I am seriously impressed by how polite and pleasant that email was. Pretty sure i'd be too busy trying to clean my own brains off the wall after the rage-splosion to type proper English.
Hil, can you do an hour or 2 of your TENS unit before sleep? Mine helps like whoa and lasts for sometimes as much as a couple hours afterwards...it won't last all night but might buy you a little shut eye.
Shir - Sep 08, 2013 10:46:41 pm PDT #4448 of 30002
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".
Sorry about the pain, Hil. Hope that sleep will get it all better.
Steph, wow. I can't even.
Also, Aims, I'm sorry. It's a tough thing to understand and to go through, even when you have all of the right reasons (which you do).
won't address or talk about SHIT unless you hunt her down and make her. I'm tired of making her.
It does sound very tiring (not to mention consuming and soul sucking) to have someone in your life that will throw shit in your direction without provocation but wouldn't like to be held accountable.
Edited: Today's grammar related edit was brought to you by Shir vs. prepositions.
Hil R. - Sep 09, 2013 2:51:45 am PDT #4449 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l
I managed a few hours of sleep. Still hurting, but not as badly as I was last night.
Steph L. - Sep 09, 2013 5:26:51 am PDT #4450 of 30002
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
Okay. I'm going to call the B&B in a little bit (I figured that if they had guests last night, they would be serving breakfast until at least 10:00, and if I want the owner to be attentive to my needs, I don't want to interrupt her taking care of other paying guests' needs).
I need some good vibes that I keep my damn calm and don't lose my shit at her. AND that there's a simple explanation/solution.
sj - Sep 09, 2013 5:28:15 am PDT #4451 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Teppy, that is messed up. Tons of ~ma for the phone call, and I hope you get some satisfactory answer.
billytea - Sep 09, 2013 5:36:15 am PDT #4452 of 30002
You were a wrong baby who grew up wrong. The wrong kind of wrong. It's better you hear it from a friend.
Good luck, Steph. You've every right to be pissed off at them about this. I hope they set things right.