Anxiety weasels are trying to eat my brain.

t throws big steak to askye's brain weasels

Car key stuck in door. Roadside assistance unlocked car but key still stuck. Was working in plan to get extra key from house and locked self out AGAIN. Waiting for Roadside assistance, PT. 2. Will have to get lock replaced, which is "not cheap" according to tech. Have retained sense of humor so far. Whee!!!!

Oh ick smonster. I hoe it goes smoothly.

I had wanted to work on writing some things for Facebook and also replaces to people but my computer is spending the weekend with Geek Squad. Possible hard drive failure or maybe not. It wasn't turning off and then at Best BUY it did something different.

I am going to try and use the tablet mom gave me to keep up as I'm tired of the drunken auto correct and prediction on the phone messing up.

Geez, smonster, like you needed that kind of bullshit - times two.

Geez, smonster, like you needed that kind of bullshit - times two.

Right? I hate it. Universe, stop fucking with my smonster!

How much do I love living in a state that has recreational MJ? So much. I pulled my piriformis muscle which is under the gluteus maximus. Despite stretching and having Kelly dig her elbow in my tush, not much has relieved the pain. So today I purchased some CBC salve and OMG, I can walk without limping. I can move without wanting to cry. I may actually be able to sleep tonight.

Ugh, the piriformis is the actual worst. I should have my brother bring me some CBC salve next time they drive from Colorado. I wonder if it would help Tim's painful elbow. (In addition to rheumatoid arthritis, since he's 50, he has some degeneration from plain old osteoarthritis, and he has a really painful elbow. His rheumatologist prescribed a cream that has an antiinflammatory, a muscle relaxer (flexiril), gabapentin (for nerve issues), and lidocaine, and it helps, but not as thoroughly as it could.

Steph, I was asking lots of questions when I bought this, comparing all the options and she did mention that she has people who swear by it for relieving arthritis pain. It is from Mary's Medicinals, if you want to do done research.

My list of things to talk about with my therapist grows. There is possibly dating and trying to figure out if my anxiety about this guy I met is anxiety weasels or realistic. And the current events make me feel like I'm turning into a conspiracy theorist and it's making me paranoid which I think is bleeding into other things. In the past I've had probles with mild paranoid thinking during high anxiety so it's a real concern for me.

I need a plan. So far I've tried to stop following the FB pages and blogs that post a lot of alarmist things. I mean that had a history of that before this week.

I just really hate it when I don't feel I can trust my own judgement.

Suzi, I have the exact same issue with my piriformus on the right side...really wish I could get my hands on that salve. Stupid overegulation.