so yesterday ,one of my friends had to let go of her dog of 16 years. though she was aging, it was fast and sudden. my friend J had her since L was a puppy. and J makes jokes about K, her husband marrying her foe access to L . L was a brat, but a well loved brat. that had me in tears yesterday.
Today, a friend was killed in a car crash. Barbara was 96, still teach a yoga class that was challenging. She was an artist , musician and Poet. She was calm, rooted and full of an amazing energy. As many of my friends are saying - she is what we aspired to be.
even with out the current state of the world that would be a lot
My body just aches with grief today. I had no idea grief could be this visceral