Kittyma Jilli.

I'm having a bad night. I also can't find the refill of klonopon and that's not helping. I want to need it but mom's got bronchitis and coughing and taking cough medicine. I have started coughing and my ears hurt and I have to keep grounding myself. This is exhausting and Imy worried all my progress is going to be washed away.

{{{askye}}}

Kitty~ma, Jilli.

I'm currently having a coke and a package of peanut butter crackers for breakfast while waiting for new tires to be put on my car. I have. I bakig done and no gifts wrapped and still have half a dozen errands to do.

And someone just changed the station to Fox News. Please let my car be done soon.

We have the test results for Arthur. He has myloplastic syndrome (I think it's called/spelled). Basically, pre-leukemia. We're going to try to treat with stem cells (luckily, we still have plenty from his kidney transplant) and hope for remission. Otherwise, all we can do is monitor his bloodwork and then start chemotherapy when the leukemia develops.

I hate learning new medical terms.

Arthur is so lucky to have you!

Miss Kitty, on the other hand, worries me each day. She is throwing up more, but hasn't been losing weight. She had slight tremors. I called the vet and her recent blood work showed nothing troubling, so it would be tests I can't afford to see if there is anything we can do - though nothing with reverse the arthritis that is making her the most uncomfortable. I just...I hate seeing her stumble about but I just can't accept that this is the end for her.

Lots of ~ma and best healing purrs for all the kitties who need them.

Health~ma for Arthur and Miss Kitty.

Well, Christmas looks to be interesting. I may go to the beach instead.

All the gifts I need for tomorrow evening are wrapped as well as all of TCG's gifts and ltc's gifts. So, I'm calling it a night.

Rain for Christmas! That's okay. Could not have dealt with snow.

My aunt just gave ltc a talking Elmo.