I just offered to quit. It's that bad. It's killing my self esteem, it's fucking up our friendship, and me being so slow is costing him money and holding up the other trades.
Maybe I've always been here.
Early ,'Objects In Space'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
smonster - Dec 16, 2016 10:52:20 am PST #28356 of 30002
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
Dana - Dec 16, 2016 10:56:05 am PST #28357 of 30002
I'm terrifically busy with my ennui.
I'm sorry things aren't going well.
omnis_audis - Dec 16, 2016 11:04:37 am PST #28358 of 30002
omnis, pursue. That's an order from a shy woman who can use M-16. - Shir
Met with infectious diseases doc. Confounded him. He is talking it over with his boss who is "smarter than me" (docs words). Floor doc said they are both confounded. And latest labs show white blood cells on the rise, which means infection typically. They just don't know of what. All docs agree I look fine and all, but the fevers and lab work has them very concerned. So they have admitted me. But all beds are full, so I'm staying in the ER observation wing (basement).
For those following at home, that's 3 levels of doctors that are confused by what I have. So, I'm starting to think it may be more serious than I originally thought. (Yeah, I'm stubborn that way. Sometimes my "adapt and overcome " mantra doesn't do me well.)
meara - Dec 16, 2016 11:25:08 am PST #28359 of 30002
Omnis, I hope you've been able to have someone bring a charger or iPad or something?!
Pix - Dec 16, 2016 11:45:14 am PST #28360 of 30002
We're all getting played with, babe. -Weird Barbie
For those following at home, that's 3 levels of doctors that are confused by what I have. So, I'm starting to think it may be more serious than I originally thought.
Yikes. I'm concerned about you. Please keep us posted.
(Yeah, I'm stubborn that way. Sometimes my "adapt and overcome " mantra doesn't do me well.)
Yep, denial is not our friend. I'm still trying to learn that lesson.
sj - Dec 16, 2016 12:28:41 pm PST #28361 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Yikes, omnis! I hope they figure it out soon, and it is nothing serious and easily fixable. If you need anything, let us know, please.
Cute ltc story: She has started singing something that sounds an awful lot like the Sesame Street theme song, even if the words are all jibberish when she wants to watch Sesame Street. It's adorable!
Laura - Dec 16, 2016 2:10:09 pm PST #28362 of 30002
Our wings are not tired.
o_a, much as we like having you available to post, I do hope they figure out the issue quickly and get you back to being over scheduled. Health~ma!!
It's adorable!
I so wish we had been able to go north this past summer, but next summer I shall see that adorable child.
sj - Dec 16, 2016 2:16:01 pm PST #28363 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Yes, please!
Nora Deirdre - Dec 16, 2016 4:58:29 pm PST #28364 of 30002
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)
You know how some days you can't win for losing? I swear it's every day here. I don't know how to go any faster. Mistakes that happened months ago I'm having to fix now. It is awfully tempting to just walk away right now and not come back.
Oh, man. I'm so sorry. This has been so tough. I'm hoping that all this leads to a new path that's perfect for you. I hope you don't walk away from New Orleans, but you never know how things will unfold. I wish we could make it better. You deserve to have better.
WindSparrow - Dec 16, 2016 5:18:56 pm PST #28365 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Things getting better~ma, smonster, and Sammie's best purr-vibes into the bargain.
You getting better~ma, omnis. Sammie is now sending her sweet, gentle purr and Harvey has joined in the vibes.
I could use some "be ok, just an upset tummy"~ma for one of the people I serve. She threw up some of her medications, including seizure meds. Pharmacist said that since the pills were no longer pill-shaped and there were no capsule bits to be seen, some of the meds were absorbed, and it was better not to try re-administering. But... I'm concerned.