Thanks Andi.

I get that's it's kind if ridiculous but it's also..just some attempt at understanding off the bat.

So for the past few years my periods have been "irregular" for me - which means they've become really regular and slightly heavier.b Seriously after most of my life of getting 2 or 3 a year this once a month thing sucks.

I have trouble with the concept of Thursday, just, as a day. But I'm weird.

I've been off bcp for...more than 2 years now. My periods are just now starting to normalize and still very unpleasant. Prob doesn't help that i've had 2 expelled IUDs and a failed implant in the last year. Condoms forever...or till I finally get fed up enough for another surgery.

Occurred to me recently that the female body is not a closed system. Vagina - cervix - uterus - fallopian tubes -...abdominal cavity. Now, sure, between the usual tiny cervix opening and the fallopian tubes being teeny and actively moving out...the chance of anything getting all the way through is pretty much nil. But still. Not a closed system. That kinda freaks me out. Another pro for hysterectomy: closing up that shit.

Yeah, I've always given the fallopian tube setup the side eye. It doesn't seem very efficient. If reproduction is the purpose of a biological entity, you'd think there'd be fewer options for catastrophic failure.

I was over at Smart Bitches, Trashy Books and one of their books on sale is The Drunken Botanist. Which reminded me that booze is vegetarian - vegan even (as long as you avoid fermented milk and such).

Yeah, as I was growing up, THE CHANGE was this dreaded fate hanging over every woman, and I don't think I'm feeling any different.

This was totally my experience.

One friend described the evolution of her post change lady parts as going from an accordion to a mailing tube. Freaked me the f out. Perhaps that is in my future, but so far, so good.

Hm. Vitamin E. I have a ton of it. How is it that I don't remember to take it?!

I have trouble with the concept of Thursday, just, as a day. But I'm weird.

Never could get the hang of them?

Freedom! After near constant work schedule since halloween, and accruing 3x the comp time allowed, I finally am free until Jan 3rd. Now, to catch up on sleep and laundry. Gotta air this place out. It stinks.

Hello people from retirement/unemployed land'

I had a decent interview last week but haven't even seen an interesting job since.

Also - not managing to keep a diurnal morning dove type schedule very well.

I just had an interesting call with one of my project managers. We had all those layoffs in November so the program manager for one portfolio of projects wanted to have the PMs contact all of the team members to get a sense of how they are feeling and plans for the near future. Basically, what can the program group do to keep our team together and if anyone is unhappy, what would help change that feeling.

I'm happy, I like the work I'm doing for this project, I'm continually challenged and have received lots of recognition for my work. So it was an easy call for me. But I wonder if I'm the exception or the rule.