Magical mind-reading dinner delivery service would be AWESOME. It could be a little of everything. Like samosas and deep-dish pizza and unagi. And cake. (I don't actually want any of those.)

...I kind of want all of those now (except the unagi. I'll substitute poke, whose menu I was just looking at because I drove past the place yesterday)

You know what's GREAT as sushi? Red snapper. I might even be willing to eat it as sashimi, because its texture is incredibly firm. (Sashimi is 100% a textural issue for me; the fish on its own is too...wobbly? without the rice of the nigiri to balance it out.)

Glad your worry level has dropped some, Steph.

And that reminds me that I was supposed to call a rheumatologist today, and didn't. Instead, I cleaned my kitchen, read some more Cursed Child, and went to the park to catch Pokemon. And now I'm trying to watch the Olympics, but my reception is crap. I think I need to find a better place to put my antenna.

I am in a bad place with money.

Which really shouldn't be a surprise because I spend it like I have stuff coming in and also if I get upset I spend money. I emailed my therapist to talk baout this Thursday.

Also I applied for a part time inventory job at Best Buy. I feel iffy on it but I'm hoping I'll at least get an interview based on my previous experience. I looked at other part time jobs but they seem like a bad fit either because of hours or because of the type of job. I need to start doing more around the house and pushing myself. I've let things get to a state of just drifting because the thought of doing anything where I might have an anxiety attack makes me anxious.

Anticipatory anxiety sucks, But it's getting better. Somewhat.

I was supposed to call a rheumatologist today, and didn't.

My memory is so bad: did I give you the info for Tim's rheumatologist, or are they not taking patients with EDS?

My memory is so bad: did I give you the info for Tim's rheumatologist, or are they not taking patients with EDS?

At UC? They're not taking new patients with EDS. I found someone at Christ Hospital who has a bunch of patients with EDS and is supposed to be good, but she won't even make an appointment until she's seen my old records, and my old doctor in PA says that they take "up to 30 days" for record requests, and somehow they actually did take 30 days. I called them last week and they said that they finally sent the records, which means I need to call the person at Christ Hospital again to see if they received them.

Sheesh! So much red tape!

Glad to here some calming news Steph.

IThe mind reading delivery dinner service would be awesome. But they would have to measure up to tonight. Matt was going to make thai curry. And it is good and I was against it, but there had been so many burgers on my FB feed. Matt was like sure - I'll get stuff at the grocery store. But Matt does not get stuff at the grocery store - first he makes friends with the butcher. ( no don't buy the small packages - they make those with the left overs - get the big. Now -- buy these skinny pork cops - put them in you food processor - add them to the beef)

Seriously - better burgers than I had imagined.

I love that my husband makes friends with everyone.

He's a good guy, Beth. Maybe not the first choice for the express line, then, but still.

ha, no never express