I don't know if I feel all that better but I was able to make dinner.
Lorne: Snakes? Uh-huh. And they came out of your what? Okay. Okay, well, did they get up there themselves or is this part of a, you know, a thing? No, I'm not judging...Do we fight snakes? Angel: Only if they're giant. Or demons. Or giant demons. Are they giant demon snakes? Lorne: Well, unless this guy's 30 feet tall, I'm thinking they're of the garden variety.
'Lineage'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
askye - Feb 10, 2016 4:59:20 pm PST #23256 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
Liese S. - Feb 10, 2016 5:05:28 pm PST #23257 of 30002
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."
That's great, askye. Being able to do that is important, plus then, you have dinner, which also helps!
WindSparrow - Feb 10, 2016 6:19:28 pm PST #23258 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
I'm sorry that the only support that I can offer is that I am on your side, askye. I wish I had wise and soothing words.
Burrell - Feb 10, 2016 8:38:54 pm PST #23259 of 30002
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!
I'm sorry you've had such a rough day, askye
sj - Feb 11, 2016 4:59:10 am PST #23260 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Askye, I'm so sorry you had such a tough day. I hope today is better, and let us know if you need anything.
askye - Feb 11, 2016 5:50:53 am PST #23261 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
I was feeling a little better. I stayed up almost all night and couldn't sleep finaly did around 5 am I think. It was so cold, Mom turns the thermostat down to 48 or something at night.
I woke up and found that my computer says I don't have internet access with the powerline adapter. I can get wireless but the it's not a steady connection and I have no idea how to fix this. The lights are all green on the powerline adapters but I can't tell where the problem is. It worked before I went to sleep.
Which is a little thing but it's like being kicked when I'm down. One more stress and frustration that I have to deal with and a problem I need to solve somehow.
sj - Feb 11, 2016 6:21:47 am PST #23262 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
I'm sorry askye. I find not having technology work when I'm depressed is more than just an inconvenience. Having the Internet and especially this place to hide when things are bad is just so important.
ltc is six months old today and her first tooth has broken through. How is this happening so fast?
Zenkitty - Feb 11, 2016 8:19:03 am PST #23263 of 30002
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
Technology breakdowns when I'm already depressed are really the last straw. So frustrating. I'm glad you're feeling a little better today, askye.
askye - Feb 11, 2016 8:39:25 am PST #23264 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
And now it's working again, who knows.
I got an email from Will, actually we've exchanged a few and I want to reply but I'm going to wait I think.
Also really need to get a Valentine card for E and I was going to do that but I don't want to leave the house. I'll run out for something tomorrow.
askye - Feb 11, 2016 1:12:43 pm PST #23265 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
I heard from a therapist I contacted so that's good.
There's a coloring book meet up I went to last month I thought it was meeting next Thursday. Nope it's meeting right now. It's about half hour to get there and I'm still feeling not like being around people so I'm not going to try.
I goofed off on the internet today I'm not sure if that's avoidance or self care/