I'm distracting myself for the most part.
I may try to reach out to the therapist tomorrow.
Question: Will hiding in a cavern with stockpiled chocolate goods be any part of this plan?
Xander ,'Get It Done'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
askye - Feb 10, 2016 12:20:23 pm PST #23252 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
JZ - Feb 10, 2016 12:31:37 pm PST #23253 of 30002
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
askye, would it help to have someone call or IM you? If so, I'll happily do it (and I bet many other Bitches will too), and if not, just know that we're all sending you all the ~ma we've got.
askye - Feb 10, 2016 12:38:45 pm PST #23254 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
I appreciate but I think I'm going to lie down for awhile and see if I feel better.
Laura - Feb 10, 2016 3:44:55 pm PST #23255 of 30002
Our wings are not tired.
I hope the bit of alone time and rest helped, askye.
askye - Feb 10, 2016 4:59:20 pm PST #23256 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
I don't know if I feel all that better but I was able to make dinner.
Liese S. - Feb 10, 2016 5:05:28 pm PST #23257 of 30002
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."
That's great, askye. Being able to do that is important, plus then, you have dinner, which also helps!
WindSparrow - Feb 10, 2016 6:19:28 pm PST #23258 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
I'm sorry that the only support that I can offer is that I am on your side, askye. I wish I had wise and soothing words.
Burrell - Feb 10, 2016 8:38:54 pm PST #23259 of 30002
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!
I'm sorry you've had such a rough day, askye
sj - Feb 11, 2016 4:59:10 am PST #23260 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Askye, I'm so sorry you had such a tough day. I hope today is better, and let us know if you need anything.
askye - Feb 11, 2016 5:50:53 am PST #23261 of 30002
Thrive to spite them
I was feeling a little better. I stayed up almost all night and couldn't sleep finaly did around 5 am I think. It was so cold, Mom turns the thermostat down to 48 or something at night.
I woke up and found that my computer says I don't have internet access with the powerline adapter. I can get wireless but the it's not a steady connection and I have no idea how to fix this. The lights are all green on the powerline adapters but I can't tell where the problem is. It worked before I went to sleep.
Which is a little thing but it's like being kicked when I'm down. One more stress and frustration that I have to deal with and a problem I need to solve somehow.