It probably was but I was talking to Will and trying to tell him..something and I had a hard time remembering the order in the days something happened Given how little stuff is happening that's understandable but I just went quiet and blank mind and he was able to figure out what I was trying to say.
It's not constant and taking the lamicatl at night I think has helped but it's annoying.
Tuesday is my birthday. I get to spend it at my therapists and then. I don't know. I was thinking of going some place decent for lunch and then see a movie but it just seems so ...sad to do that all alone.
I hate when I don't have time to keep up with Bitches and Natter. I miss so much.
{{{{{Buffistas}}}}}}
Tep, Tim looks awesome in his pics. Jealous!
askye, I wanted to chime in on the non-supportive group situation. They never work for me because there is always someone who dominates the group and hijacks everything and I have never seen a moderator who could or would rein that in.
I have to leave soon to go to work. I've taken my medicine and I have to say if I didn't have the klonopin I'm pretty sure I'd be a crying mess right now.But it's just anticipation anxiety. Once I get there and get busy I'll see how I do. Four hours. I can do it. If not I have PRN meds to get me through.
You can do it, askye! Enjoy your successes.
Have a fairly decent day, askye. I wanted to say "have an excellent day" but I realized that while I have faith in your excellence, we cannot rely on the rest of the universe in that regard.
askye, sending tons of ~ma that you have a good day at work. You can do this!
We're doing our annual Father's Day brunch this weekend, and I'm feeling kind of weird about it. Last year we still had the brunch despite the miscarriage, and it was just the most awful day ever trying to stay positive and entertain people when all I wanted to do was hide in my room and cry. It just feels weird a year later to be doing the brunch again, and to be pregnant but under much different circumstances. I'm not sure if anything I said made any sense, but I just needed to get it out somewhere.
On a completely different subject, what does one do with garter belts that are too small for your waist circumference? I'm trying to declutter and I have a bunch that are in great condition that are either small/medium or medium/large, but I can't decide if they're too icky of a thing to donate.
I see various lingerie in thrift stores all the time.
I'm not sure if anything I said made any sense, but I just needed to get it out somewhere.
Yes, it makes perfect sense. The event brings a painful memory. I hope this year's gathering brings many happy memories.
