Even as I posted I figured you would, smonster.

Yeah, it was worth checking with me, though. It's just frustrating. I have to keep remembering what my AT teacher told me one time after I gave her the litany of stuff I had tried to get rid of a migraine or something: Just because you're in pain doesn't mean you're doing something wrong.

Migraine is better but I'm feeling anxious and sad and lonely. I want company but I can't decide who; sympathy feels like pity and sandpaper right now. The idea of reaching out is making me more anxious. I'll probably just keep watching Arrow until I decide it's time for sleep. Times like this I really hate being single, not that there's any guarantee my non-existent SO would be what I needed right now. BLAH, yo. Just, BLAH.

I feel you, although I have totally been lonely with people too.

boring story but I brok the screen on my chrome book, I can still use it and I think it's under the protection plan but I need to get it replaced. It will work for today and tomorrow but something to do when I return back to work.

In my life by far the most desperately lonely time has been while I've dated someone.

You guys, Tim got his pinup photos back, and they are FANTASTIC. When he gets home, I'll see if I can put some on Flickr under a private filter (me only) and post a guest pass. You need to see them just for the vintage dress he wears. It's gorgeous.

Yay! I'm so glad they're awesomesauce.

Glad Tim's pictures turned out amazing.

I'm currently in a holding pattern to see the social worker one more time before I can leave.

Tomorrow I seey therapist and Wednesday is going to be me day. Whatever I want when I want as lInga I want but in reason. Meals when I want outside when I want my computer.

I also gained 3 lbs this week. I was getting dessert every chance and wasn't eating as many veggies as I'm used to.

In my life by far the most desperately lonely time has been while I've dated someone.

Change that to while I was married, and you have me. Then I feel ridiculously guilty because while I might have been lonely at times, he's gone forever. And I'm not so lonely anymore.

I'm home.

One of the nice Mental Health Tech's walked me to my car. I was like "no no I'm fine" and he was all "really it's shift change so I like being off the floor when it happens".

Good thing because I made an unpleasant discovery in my car. I went grocery shopping Friday and I didn't get all the perishables out, let's just leave it at that. Nothing...leaked...but he took the stuff to throw out for me and was cool. "No really you should see the stuff I have to deal with, way worse than this" . It was underground garage so not sitting in the direct sun but I rolled down the windows and wandered a bit while things aired out.

It's raining now otherwise I'd have the windows down.

Found out he wants to draw for comicbooks and makes a few things on the side --- like little panels based on his D&D campagains. He hadn't heard of Dork Tower so I directed him to that (I thought he would find it funny) and also told him to look into webcomics. I wasn't promising it would be easy but away to get his ideas out there and maybe get some attention.

Glad you're back home, askye!