I happen to be very biteable, pal. I'm moist and delicious.

Xander ,'Bring On The Night'


Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


erikaj - Apr 17, 2015 11:22:19 am PDT #18722 of 30002
Always Anti-fascist!

I'm like, side effect girl--feeling your pain, tep. I have nightmares about Tim's thing, though, on a surprisingly frequent basis. Except I'm always somewhere trying be cool, and bang, either a filling or some teeth pop out. Then, of course, I have to talk to my(fake) in-laws or my pretend snooty boss. The stress feels real, though.


Steph L. - Apr 17, 2015 11:24:34 am PDT #18723 of 30002
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine

He's surprisingly calm for a dang tooth just breaking off while he ate a banana. Though he might be freaking out internally and not telling me, because of the whole Anxiety Level Code Red dealie earlier this week.

I'm like, side effect girl--feeling your pain, tep.

It's so annoying.


Ginger - Apr 17, 2015 11:45:24 am PDT #18724 of 30002
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda

Tim might want to pick up one of those emergency dental kits from the drugstore. With one of those, he can either temporarily glue the tooth back in or make an emergency filling.


Steph L. - Apr 17, 2015 11:46:20 am PDT #18725 of 30002
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine

Good idea -- I'll mention that to him. Thanks!


SailAweigh - Apr 17, 2015 2:49:07 pm PDT #18726 of 30002
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb

Feel better, peeps! You have all my sympathies, especially those with anxiety and depression. I had my doctor up my Lamictal a few weeks ago and fortunately it's working for me. I've been able to get my anxiety under control between that and a good therapist. Considering I had been letting it fester for close to six months, it really makes a difference in my outlook on life.

Ginger, I did not even know they had emergency dental kits. There's a couple of times I definitely could have used one.

Tep, I have problems with generics, also. One of my doctors switched me from name brand Lamictal to generic Lamotrigine and it sent me all out of whack. And that shit ain't cheap, but I've got very good health insurance that mitigates it.


askye - Apr 18, 2015 3:42:59 am PDT #18727 of 30002
Thrive to spite them

I'm feeling a lot better. I think I only have 2 weeks of the outpatient therapy. I was supposed to call HR yesterday and totally didn't so I have to do that Monday. I'm only going next week 3 days.

I did yard work instead of going for a walk. I'm cleaning my house little by little. I think that means the new meds are working.

There's a Home and Garden Expo I thought about going to but then looked at the vendors and realized it wasn't what I thought.

Also on youtube I found this evening yoga work out that used to be on Exercise.tv. Meaghan Townshend PM yoga. Ten minutes, very gentle and I'm adding that to my bedtime routine. My hips have been really sore and tight and the stretching helped, I realized how inflexible I've become but I was the same way when I started it last time.

Tep, I can't remember when you're going to be in VT but I'd still love to get together; however, if trying to add that in will be too overwhelming I totally understand.


smonster - Apr 18, 2015 6:15:19 am PDT #18728 of 30002
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

askye, that is so good to hear. And thanks for the yoga rec, I may check that out! I need something to do on nights when I don't have time to go to a class, which is most nights.

You guys, I have off today! Huzzah. It's a gloomy, pouring rain day but I don't care. Maybe I'll go see a movie or something.

I did an intake session with a DBT therapist yesterday. She's not in network (boo) but is willing to drop the fee by a third since I won't get anything back from insurance (OON deductible is $5K). I'm excited to be back in therapy. I noticed again yesterday how important it is to me to tell my stories in an entertaining and intelligent fashion. Have to prove I'm smart, have to get people to like me.

I've been reading and lurking but I don't have a meara, so ~ma to them as needs it.


WindSparrow - Apr 18, 2015 7:17:44 am PDT #18729 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

askye, it is good to hear that you are feeling better.

smonster, I'm glad you found someone you can work with.


Hil R. - Apr 18, 2015 7:25:14 am PDT #18730 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

Ick. A teacher at a high school that I attended for a while was arrested for having sex with a 16-year-old student. I remember him -- we were always joking about him being a perv, and there were some rumors going around, but never anything that added up to an actual accusation. Though someone else who went there tells me that, a couple of years after I'd left, there was a girl who accused him of something, but then she retracted it.


Hil R. - Apr 18, 2015 7:30:39 am PDT #18731 of 30002
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

Somewhat interesting, though not really surprising, to notice the reaction from former students -- a lot of male former students are saying publicly that this is a huge shock, that they never would have expected to hear anything like this. A lot of female former students are saying privately that he always seemed kind of creepy, and remember specific things he said or did that were just "off."