Naming my fears, getting them out of my head, usually ends up with me being able to come up with a plan of some sort. Not all plans are positive, so I've experienced that "worse" feeling.
There are no absolutes. No right and wrong. Haven't you learned anything working for the Powers? There are only choices.
Jasmine ,'Power Play'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
SuziQ - Sep 08, 2014 9:27:04 am PDT #13231 of 30002
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
Atropa - Sep 08, 2014 9:36:57 am PDT #13232 of 30002
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
Sometimes, it brings the problem into human scope. But sometimes, it makes me wonder how I can still function with everything that presses down on me.
Yeah, this is me. Sometimes if I talk about things, I start freaking out about how am I managing to do any of it.
Connie Neil - Sep 08, 2014 10:04:42 am PDT #13233 of 30002
brillig
If you don't raise you head to see just how big the waves are, it's easier to just keep paddling. Though it gives you fewer reasons to gloat about how badass you are.
Laura - Sep 08, 2014 10:30:56 am PDT #13234 of 30002
Our wings are not tired.
I know what you mean, Steph, and what they all said. It makes it more real if you say it aloud.
I have encouraging news! First DH told me that he had a pleasant call and chat with #1 son the other day. This is monumental because pleasant isn't a word I hear either of them use when discussing the other. Son told dad he had been writing lyrics and that he had a lot of positive feedback and sales potential or some such. Dad told him that he always felt that he had a talent for writing and encouraged him to follow his dreams. So I sent son a message (normal occurrence for me) and told him that I heard he had a nice conversation with his dad about his writing and so forth. And he wrote back and told me some more (with sample). And then mocked me with the news of Trader Joe's opening near his place.
So I'm feeling the potential of moving to the next stage where we interact as loving adults and not combatants. Trying not to get too excited, but I am anyway.
Trudy Booth - Sep 08, 2014 10:44:49 am PDT #13235 of 30002
Greece's financial crisis threatens to take down all of Western civilization - a civilization they themselves founded. A rather tragic irony - which is something they also invented. - Jon Stewart
it's your very nature to be excited
sj - Sep 08, 2014 10:47:25 am PDT #13236 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Usually talking about a problem out loud will stop the anxiety dreams, which is a good thing.
Jilli, I was at Target today and didn't see the Beetljuice underwear, but they did have Jack Skellington ones, bikini style. Let me know if you want them, if not I'm happy to keep them.
erikaj - Sep 08, 2014 10:51:31 am PDT #13237 of 30002
Always Anti-fascist!
Sometimes, Tep, it depends what the problem is. I had a dream the other night that I sent an embarrassing e-mail and was very relieved that I didn't really do it(Except for having dreams about e-mail, which seems like a failure of imagination, somehow.It felt really real, though.)
Atropa - Sep 08, 2014 11:32:51 am PDT #13238 of 30002
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
Jilli, I was at Target today and didn't see the Beetljuice underwear, but they did have Jack Skellington ones, bikini style. Let me know if you want them, if not I'm happy to keep them.
You keep them. I'm after the Beetlejuice ones. Thank you for looking!
sj - Sep 08, 2014 11:40:59 am PDT #13239 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
I'll keep an eye out if I hit a different target.
Connie Neil - Sep 09, 2014 11:21:45 am PDT #13240 of 30002
brillig
Brains and major life changes are very confusing. I'm going through my day here at work, it's moderately quiet and nothing's happening that I can't cope with. A good day. I think "I feel good. Wait. Am I allowed to feel good? You're barely two months off a catastrophic life upheaval. Is it too soon?" So frustrating.