{{{{Strix}}}} I'm sorry the move is so upsetting. I moved a lot when I was married to DH#1. A lot. First we moved to Philly which I was excited to do after living in a small city all my life. Then a year later when it was time to move again I was very upset, resentful to put it mildly, as I loved Philly. Then I learned to love Norfolk and made a ton of great friends. And a couple years later it was time to move again and I was not at all pleased. Etc. Etc. too many times
This is so not about me! I hope that you learn to love PA. It is a very pretty area and in striking distance to NYC and Philly too. I have an old friend that lives in Allentown and hope to visit with him on my way back south this year. New adventures! New chapters!
Please rest your head on my virtual shoulder and let me pet you gently and assure you that you will be okay. I more than understand the tears and offer a big plaid man hanky like my dad used to keep in his pocket.