Nora, I just read that book recently, and I love her writing about depression. But I never truly understood the numb/not feeling anything that she was talking about, until now. Usually my depression is all about the feeling too much.
If every vampire who said he was at the crucifixion was actually there, it would have been like Woodstock.
Spike ,'Same Time, Same Place'
Spike's Bitches 48: I Say, We Go Out There, and Kick a Little Demon Ass.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
sj - Jun 13, 2014 9:38:05 am PDT #11342 of 30002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
juliana - Jun 13, 2014 9:44:44 am PDT #11343 of 30002
I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I miss them all tonight…
sj, I am so sorry about all of the uncertainty. So much love to you and TCG.
Polter-Cow - Jun 13, 2014 10:30:33 am PDT #11344 of 30002
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!
I'm so sorry, sj. {{sj and TCG}}
Steph L. - Jun 13, 2014 10:47:34 am PDT #11345 of 30002
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine
Argh, you guys, my poor dad. He called me earlier to tell me that my aunt, his oldest sister (80-ish years old) was having knee replacement surgery today, and her heart stopped. Her granddaughter called him while the surgical team was still working, because what my dad said is that she isn't expected to survive, not that she had already died. But it doesn't sound good. And then he had to get off the phone because he had to go to work. Right after finding out his sister was probably dead. I feel so bad for him.
So I guess he'll find out for sure after work and call me later. I guess 80-ish isn't bad for a Lang, especially one who's had heart attacks and strokes. Still, that sucks. And Dad keeps losing siblings.
And I'm constantly amazed that he just keeps on trucking after 5 heart attacks. If I inherited his heart disease, I sure hope I also inherited his ability to shrug off a heart attack.
Laura - Jun 13, 2014 10:58:49 am PDT #11346 of 30002
Our wings are not tired.
I'm sorry, Teppy! Peace and comfort to your dad and the rest of your family.
JZ - Jun 13, 2014 11:01:49 am PDT #11347 of 30002
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
Oh, Tep, your poor dad and his poor sister. And poor you, because you worry for his worries too.
WindSparrow - Jun 13, 2014 11:22:02 am PDT #11348 of 30002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Much ~ma and warm thoughts for you, your dad, and your whole family, Steph.
Maria - Jun 13, 2014 11:29:29 am PDT #11349 of 30002
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift
Steph, I'm so sorry. Much peace and strength to all of you.
erikaj - Jun 13, 2014 11:29:55 am PDT #11350 of 30002
Always Anti-fascist!
Tep, I'm sorry.
SailAweigh - Jun 13, 2014 12:14:32 pm PDT #11351 of 30002
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb
Ah, man, Teppy. Best to your dad and lots of ~ma.