That sounds awful and panicky. Are you having any trouble breathing?
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Juliebird - Jul 20, 2013 1:54:38 pm PDT #29835 of 30001
I am the fly who dreams of the spider
le nubian - Jul 20, 2013 1:59:41 pm PDT #29836 of 30001
"And to be clear, I am the hell. And the high water."
§ ita § - Jul 20, 2013 2:02:32 pm PDT #29837 of 30001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
It hurts to breathe, but I can do it. The pain is coming in waves and I can't even work out if it's muscular or trachea or oesophagus. I've made my peace with migraines, etc, but this pain needs to have a good excuse.
As long as I'm breathing and not puking I'll call it tolerable. It's not interfering with function.
Ouch, though.
Juliebird - Jul 20, 2013 2:02:57 pm PDT #29838 of 30001
I am the fly who dreams of the spider
I talked to the foster parents just now. Seems it was drama over kiddie pool priveledges being revoked after five warnings to play nice or else.
And apparently after the declaration of suicide, the foster mom offered the kid a fucking knife and said go for it. I kid you not, this is what she said she told the kid. Then the kid cried that she didn't want to kill herself, and foster mom said "then don't say shit like that or we'll have to go to the hospital (psych ward as per the children's service rep's advice). And then there were screams about how she hated my neighbor and wanted her real mom.
It scares me that they're so casual about how they admit the things they do and say towards their wards. Yeah, this kid obvs has issues, but holy shit. I'm sure they wouldn't have actually given the kid the knife, and hopefully would have boogied her off to the psych ward if she'd expressed legitimate interest in the weapon, and maybe calling her bluff in a tough-love way was the right choice. But, so fucking frightening to witness and then hear about.
I'm going to ponder lemonade stands and awesome volunteers and why I keep wanting to type "lemonade" as "lemondae".
le nubian - Jul 20, 2013 2:03:39 pm PDT #29839 of 30001
"And to be clear, I am the hell. And the high water."
ita,
I think you need to go in. that isn't a good thing.
Juliebird - Jul 20, 2013 2:14:42 pm PDT #29840 of 30001
I am the fly who dreams of the spider
Yes, please, ita !, get thee to a clinic or something. Things messing with your ABC's is scary.
-t - Jul 20, 2013 2:22:26 pm PDT #29841 of 30001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
I can't imagine what that might be, ita. Is swallowing okay? I would be tempted to apply heat in some manner and see if that helped, because that is my general reaction to pain.
§ ita § - Jul 20, 2013 2:35:51 pm PDT #29842 of 30001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
Unless I feel my airway is actually constricted, I'm not going in.
It being, you know, the ER and stuff, I would like to be sure. So if it can pass, then maybe it's just more of that weird stuff bodies do. Heat is a perfectly cromulent idea.
Juliebird - Jul 20, 2013 2:38:38 pm PDT #29843 of 30001
I am the fly who dreams of the spider
At least keep your phone handy at all times, jic. Are there new meds that might have new and exciting side effects?
§ ita § - Jul 20, 2013 3:27:22 pm PDT #29844 of 30001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
Nope--same old same old pills. Quite odd, but so are we, I guess.
Sorry if I tossed that and ran. Doing breathing exercises may be relieving the pain, may be distancing me from it. Either way, good.