Aw, go Taylor!
Somehow I watched the first season of Downton, quite liked it, and...haven't gotten around to watching more.
How is it I can't concentrate to do work, or clean my room, but I can upload both my librarything library and my calibre library into goodreads?
Fingers knotted into a Star of David for ita ! May the meds come soon and the nurse be most excellent. Incidentally, I don't know what kind of Graham crackers the ER provided that you liked, but I find that Trader Joe's old fashion Cinnamon Graham Crackers (thick and hearty) are addictive - to me, they put the "crack" in Graham Crackers. Although I seem to remember you like honey Graham Crackers. TJs has those too; not as sweet as the Cinnamon but maybe you'd prefer that.
So now it is snowing right on me! And I am still inside. I opened the window to smoke, and it is windy as hell out there.
Aaand she's lost another half pound. She was 7.1. Not so good.
I know where this is going. I really do. I wish it weren't just yet, but I don't get a say there. I'll just live knowing what's coming, just not when and having to make a decision every damned day.
It's easier now that I've accepted I can't really fix this. But the Bitchkitty is making it hard by still being my babygirl bitchkitty in personality as everything else about her winds down.
Sigh.
Oh, I'm so sad for you, sara.
Watching the decline is hard. I kept looking at my Koogie, getting frailer and thinner and more like the Velveteen Cat with his fur rubbing off, and thinking, "I need to decide this soon." I'm glad I never had to decide, he decided for me, curled up in my hair where he was happiest.
Is what it is. As you know. I just have to whine about it now and then cause it wears.
I wish it weren't just yet
I wish it weren't either. I hope she's your bitchkitty until the very end. And then can go peacefully. Even if it is so hard and sad knowing what is to come.
I'm sorry, sara. I hope the inevitable is as easy as possible on both of you when it happens.
ita, hoping hard for you that everything goes well.
I can hear the neighbors across the road as if they were in my front yard. Strange acoustics here. I hate it; it makes me anxious. Really glad I have cats who freak out about cars and people outside; when they're calm, I know the sounds I'm hearing aren't actually at my house.