Also, you can tell it's not gonna have a happy ending when the main guy's all bumpy.

Tara ,'First Date'


Natter 70: Hookers and Blow  

Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.


le nubian - Apr 11, 2012 7:57:40 am PDT #396 of 30001
"And to be clear, I am the hell. And the high water."

this put a smile on my face today when one was sorely needed:

9-year old's homemade arcade gets flash mobbed.

[link]


Sue - Apr 11, 2012 7:58:44 am PDT #397 of 30001
hip deep in pie

I find I am a lot more tolerant and understanding of people now than I used to be. At the same time, I wish I had more of the ballsy outspokenness of my 18 YO self, but maybe with less of the vitriol.

Physically, yeah, everything is slower, harder to recover from.

The good thing about the transit strike is that it's got me walking a lot again, and after a couple of years of back pain, I find I can walk without hurting at the end of it. I hadn't realized how much I had missed walking everywhere.

And yet? I still don't know what I want to do when I grow up. I've been at the same company for 18 years, been doing variations on the same job since 2000 and I still don't feel like I'm out in the real world yet. People are weird.

My recent unhappiness with my job, as opposed to my more longstanding complacency about my job, is making me a little crazy. At 42, is it too late to change? Have I wasted my masters degree? Can I/should I walk away from the velvet prison that is comfortable enough but so unfufilling? There's a part of me that's panicky about time running out that wants to do something crazy and impulsive, like sell my house and move to France and watch movies all the time and blog about it. It makes me understand where mid-life crises come from. Everyday I feel on the verge of one.


Amy - Apr 11, 2012 8:00:41 am PDT #398 of 30001
Because books.

It makes me understand where mid-life crises come from. Everyday I feel on the verge of one.

Right there with you.


Strix - Apr 11, 2012 8:01:05 am PDT #399 of 30001
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger

My knees are creaky, and my back is hurty (mostly from an old bed and crappy computer-hunchery) but I'll be 40 in August and I'm in the best shape physically of my life. My insomnia and depression aren't entirely under control, but my coping mechanisms are much, much better than they have been.

Financially, I'm still pretty fucked, but it's verrrrryyyyyy slowlllllly getting a wee, wee bit better.

It's very weird to think I'll be 40 in August (like, WHEN did all that tempus fucking fugit?! WHAAA?) but I'm not all "WOE! WOE! 40! WOE!"

I've been telling people I was 40 for a few months now anyway, because it's just fun to see them be all "Are you lying?!" So far, my late 30's were so much better and more fun, in many way, than my 20's. So I'm cool with aging.


Strix - Apr 11, 2012 8:07:30 am PDT #400 of 30001
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger

Sue, I had those feelings when shifting to freelancing, esp. since I spent so much money on that 2nd Master's in Ed (SO boring) that I probably won't need anymore.

But it's done and my career shift has been scary but thrilling -- sure, the income hit has been a major trial, but it's like it's freed me from some chains: I work with my body (insomnia, depression, nocturnal body clock) not against it, I'm writing, I don't have to deal with interoffice politics or state-standards. I feel more creative and inspired, we don't have to worry about care or camps for M when he is here.

Things ain't perfect, but my "quarter-life crisis" at about 28/29 was a lot more fucked up for me. (Damn, I have known you guys for 13 years! Holy shit!)


Consuela - Apr 11, 2012 8:18:04 am PDT #401 of 30001
We are Buffistas. This isn't our first apocalypse. -- Pix

What, acne comes back?

Sometimes it never leaves! I've had acne since I was 13.

One thing I definitely like about getting older is that I'm a lot more confident and secure than I was when I was younger.


Sue - Apr 11, 2012 8:23:02 am PDT #402 of 30001
hip deep in pie

But it's done and my career shift has been scary but thrilling -- sure, the income hit has been a major trial, but it's like it's freed me from some chains: I work with my body (insomnia, depression, nocturnal body clock) not against it, I'm writing, I don't have to deal with interoffice politics or state-standards. I feel more creative and inspired, we don't have to worry about care or camps for M when he is here.

Yeah, I am at the scary part still. I am kind of all over the place about what I want to do too, and stressing out about doesn't help me focus my intentions any.


meara - Apr 11, 2012 8:25:03 am PDT #403 of 30001

Ugh. I feel I am both more AND less confident than when I was younger. I'm more confident in a "I have experience with this and can now trust myself more if my gut is telling me something, because I KNOW how often my gut has been right", but also less confident in a "less likely to blithely move forward because who cares what my gut says?" way.

I didn't do much in the way of "stupid things" when I was younger, so I don't regret a whole lot. But I'm right now in this place where I'm not yet in a married-have kids-move on with life sorta way, but I'm also not still in the young 20s have fun and party all the time, and I'm just not sure what to do with myself. I mean, I miss the fun of the party all the time, but know that I don't REALLY want that any more (and my body can't take it!). But I want more than what I've got....


Laura - Apr 11, 2012 8:29:09 am PDT #404 of 30001
Our wings are not tired.

Sometimes it never leaves! I've had acne since I was 13.

I gave up at 30 and did the accutane. Looking at my 60+ dad with acne did the trick.

I don't know whether I am more or less confident, but I am much more realistic about my strengths and weaknesses.


Sue - Apr 11, 2012 8:30:37 am PDT #405 of 30001
hip deep in pie

I didn't do much in the way of "stupid things" when I was younger, so I don't regret a whole lot. But I'm right now in this place where I'm not yet in a married-have kids-move on with life sorta way, but I'm also not still in the young 20s have fun and party all the time, and I'm just not sure what to do with myself. I mean, I miss the fun of the party all the time, but know that I don't REALLY want that any more (and my body can't take it!). But I want more than what I've got....

I sometimes I regret that I didn't do more stupid things.