The tv tropes thing is such a bizarre part of our history. I'm still here. I feel totally broken.
Willow ,'Showtime'
Natter 69: Practically names itself.
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
I got ass-cappy on my sister, when she was just trying to enjoy her first hit. It was mean. But I don't let go easily.
Aw, Allyson. Has your dad, I dunno, apologized?
FREE ALLYSON!
It's just tense and weird. I went to see lorax with my niece and nephew. I can't believe this is my vacation and birthday. I wish I could jump on a plane and get home but then my mom will cry. When I get home I'll have a good sob. And I'll never do this again. I just feel a little homeless in that Los Angeles doesn't feel like home, and home feels like shit. Kind of midlife crisis-y in that I'm not quite sure what the fuck I am doing and I'm horribly unhappy. I just don't much like being alive any more. It's too much work and no reward.
I'm so sorry, Allyson. Going home shouldn't be like that.
Sorry I'm a total fucking downer.
Allyson, I'm sorry this trip has been so hard. That sense of displacement and not being long and being sort of...Home-lacking is sucky. I wish things were easier for you.
Do you know what you can do to get a home? Is it LA's fault? Is there somewhere else you should be, you think? With different people? Or is there a different way you can live in LA to make it work for you?
Thanks Kat. I wish I could have some cake with the twins. I wish I could sleep until my flight leaves on Saturday. I gave to figure out a way to make shit better. My brain is not cooperating.