I'm in the office today and once again, I'm reminded why I like to work at home. Too many distractions. Plus I like being able to control the noise level and the lighting. Ah well.

Tom - I think you are amazing. You are working to deal with your past, which is much more than many folks do. Plus you have that knock-out smile. Which makes me smile, just thinking about it.

Liese, that is SO COOL.

ita !, I'm glad you made it, and that you got to visit.

Stephanie, that is a seriously scary dream. Yikes.

Tom, you always seem to know when I'm doing my worst, and you're there for me, which may be a coincidence, but I like to think of as a superpower. So I don't know if it cheers you up any, but you're kind of a superhero in my book. And a whole lot of us have your back, big time.

Oh Todd, made me smile!

Tom, Scrappy's right, the hardest part is done. More difficulty to come, but you know we're here for you. I've been around to witness your journey longer than many, and one of my cherished moments is an unexpected Scola hug. You're a valued and valuable person, and you've forged a good life for yourself. I admire you.

Stephanie, those dreams are terrible, and so hard to shake off. May it fade soon.

liese, how incredible! It's too bad the video didn't turn out, but it's an amazing thing to have witnessed first-hand.

ita, I'm glad you got to see your mom. May the visit do both of you worlds of good.

Here's a funny video of my friend's kid from a couple of years ago. [link] Especially funny for anyone who has seen Intervention.

Squirrel. In my outdoor storage room. Again. Does not seem to have gone through the roof so I am dealing with this tomorrow. I am running terribly late as is. Damn, do not want more squirrel issues. But apparently that is what I was hearing and not a bird either stuck in my chimney or nesting at the top. Argh.

Also the squirrel was totally challenging Puppycat. Now, she's dumb, but she's still a CAT, squirrel. And I have a gouge in my leg from her claw yesterday when she wasn't even trying to hurt or play with me. I was tempted to invoke the Circle of Life, basically. But I am already running late and I don't want to clean squirrel guts.

"was you ever bitten by a dead bee?"

To Have and Have Not--Walter Brennan.

Allyson's niece is resetting my adorable scale.

Apropos of yesterday's plague talk: [link]

I am off to walk 2.1 miles to pick the kids up from school. The hard part will be getting them to walk the 2.1 miles home. I have packed snacks and we will be stopping at the library. They can't get bus service until Oct. 24.

Thanks everyone, I really appreciate it. And I love you all, too.

Sorry about the terrible session. I believe everyone who's been in therapy has a few. We have not met all that many times, Tom, but you smiled at me at an f2f and it made me want to giggle like a freshman. ita, my mom sends your mom cancer-survival -ma.

{{hugs}}, Tom. You are awesome.

The hard part will be getting them to walk the 2.1 miles home.

Yikes, flea! No city buses available?

In me news, I got my Nemesis to forward me a telephone number. Woot.