Ugh ita, I wish I had good advice, but it's all been said by others here so I'll send you love and strength and hope.

Going moment to moment because the big picture is too big and scary is sometimes the only way to make it through. The only way I've made it through some of the worst medical shit is to remember that this moment and then this moment and then this moment etc are all I need to handle.

This is very true. I've gotten through entire years on this basis, and while I won't say it was the best choice all the time, I did manage to take care of what needed to get done. The one thing I'd add is allow yourself to be cared for sometimes. You have many friends, myself included, who want to be useful. Or distracting.

Lots of ~ma to ita and mom.

My favorite signing story happened when I was working for Blockbuster. A little boy was signing to his mom, and I happened to catch his eye and I signed the letters "H-I". His eyes lit up and he started tugging on his mom, said something to her, and she looked over at me. I said and signed "Hi" again, and she asked me if I knew sign. When I answered I only know the alphabet, she relayed my answer to him. He asked her a question, and she then asked me if I knew my name in sign. I took my time, but finally got my name correct. He was just beaming from ear to ear. After a bit, I was working the register when he and his mom passed by me heading out the door. I didn't see him, but all of the sudden, his arms were flung around my hips and he gave me the biggest hug I think I've ever had.

So sweet, and my favorite memory about working there!

Aw, that's adorable, Kathy.

Much ~ma for you and your mom, ita.

Hugs and -ma, ita. Hang in there.

Again with all the wise words.

I know there probably isn't much I can do to help you through the next bit, ita, but if there is anything, please let me know.

That is a sweet story, Kathy.

ita, much, much ~ma for you, your mom, and all the rest of your family.

I'm in blackout and am going back to bed. Checked Locks and am going to have a flashlight next to me. news is for later when I've had more than two hours sleep at best.

I did think to check the electricity co's site. There have several outages. This one affecting 9000 People and should be back on by six. More snooze time.

I defer to trusting the knocked-up athlete to know her limits.

It's her eighth marathon and second baby, so I figure she knew what to expect.

Chemo~ma to your mom and coping~ma to you, ita.