Me three.

Me four. I hope she's sleeping peacefully and not being constantly woken up to get a blood presssure or something!

Sadly awake. But I'm getting blood so that is why they check on me. I also had to drink the bowel cleansing stuff because I'm getting scoped tomorrow.

Ugh. I kinda want to rant about stuff, but don't feel like I have anybody to actually talk to about stuff, or any safe place to vent about things any more. I know that's fairly cryptic, but it's about as close as I can get to a safe gripe any more. I guess I'm just griping about not being able to gripe about stuff.

How are you feeling sumi?

I think the alternate title of this site should be Vents R Us. We're very ventilated.

sumi, I hope the scope proves to be an effective diagnostic.

Sean, hit me up on email if that would help.

Smoked too many cigarettes yesterday, gave myself a headache and the gift of being awake now. Yes, I need to quit.

I'm minorly annoyed at StW right now. I know it's hard for him to make advance plans, but I already made plans for tomorrow morning and I'm not changing them for him. But then when I ask him what's he's up to for the rest of the day, I get no response. Whatevs.

eta I can't rule out him falling asleep between sending his text and receiving mine.

eta also turns out it might be a low blood sugar headache? Have applied trail mix and am waiting to see what happens.

Insent to your profile addy, smonster.

I'm feeling pretty well consideri g. It turns out I didn't drink enough if th e bowel cleansing stuff so they gave me an enema& that didn't do the trick so I'm getti g another at 7.

I did sleep some. Still hooked up to blood & fluids & this bood pressure machine. All the bits of tape and other plasticy stuff is irritating my skin. Joy. Scopes in about two hours.

All good thoughts your way, sumi,