Me four. I hope she's sleeping peacefully and not being constantly woken up to get a blood presssure or something!

Sadly awake. But I'm getting blood so that is why they check on me. I also had to drink the bowel cleansing stuff because I'm getting scoped tomorrow.

Ugh. I kinda want to rant about stuff, but don't feel like I have anybody to actually talk to about stuff, or any safe place to vent about things any more. I know that's fairly cryptic, but it's about as close as I can get to a safe gripe any more. I guess I'm just griping about not being able to gripe about stuff.

How are you feeling sumi?

I think the alternate title of this site should be Vents R Us. We're very ventilated.

sumi, I hope the scope proves to be an effective diagnostic.

Sean, hit me up on email if that would help.

Smoked too many cigarettes yesterday, gave myself a headache and the gift of being awake now. Yes, I need to quit.

I'm minorly annoyed at StW right now. I know it's hard for him to make advance plans, but I already made plans for tomorrow morning and I'm not changing them for him. But then when I ask him what's he's up to for the rest of the day, I get no response. Whatevs.

eta I can't rule out him falling asleep between sending his text and receiving mine.

eta also turns out it might be a low blood sugar headache? Have applied trail mix and am waiting to see what happens.

Insent to your profile addy, smonster.

I'm feeling pretty well consideri g. It turns out I didn't drink enough if th e bowel cleansing stuff so they gave me an enema& that didn't do the trick so I'm getti g another at 7.

I did sleep some. Still hooked up to blood & fluids & this bood pressure machine. All the bits of tape and other plasticy stuff is irritating my skin. Joy. Scopes in about two hours.

All good thoughts your way, sumi,

Thanks for checking in sumi. Good thoughts sent your way.