Wesley: I stabbed you. I should apologize for that. But I'm honestly not sure how. I think it'll just be awkward. Gunn: Good call. Wesley: Okay.

'Time Bomb'


Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


meara - Feb 15, 2012 4:43:02 pm PST #7525 of 30001

Zen! Insent, re: place to stay


Maria - Feb 15, 2012 4:46:30 pm PST #7526 of 30001
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift

Arrangements are made. sarameg and Vortex have the information. The services are in Frederick. It's on Monday.

Tonight is my first night back in the house. I'm slightly apprehensive. The TV isn't going off tonight.


beekaytee - Feb 15, 2012 4:48:25 pm PST #7527 of 30001
Compassionately intolerant

And bonny, I was at the point of emailing you (which--you know I never take that initiative. Might be intrusive, or something)

Aw, m'honey. You could _never_ intrude. I love your words and welcome all of them that I can get. And, honestly, I've been so incredibly out of touch in every possible way that solitude just made it a lot easier on me.

I felt terribly guilty for not getting back to everyone who sent such wonderfully supportive messages. I did my best but the energy just failed me.

I gained a huge amount of weight, my skin became fx-worthy, my hair even went much more grey. Definitely spooky tower material.

Thank god, I was able to work effectively and that really, really helped.

Now, I just feel a bit like a mole, emerging into spring. And still, the emerging is exhausting. Last Friday, I ran into 5 people who did not know..."Hey, where is he?!" still really pulls me up short. Especially when children ask. It's not my place to try and explain death to a 5 year old...especially one with a wide smile on their sweet little face. I'm doing a lot of mumbling and fleeing yet.


amych - Feb 15, 2012 4:48:33 pm PST #7528 of 30001
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?

Post all night if you have to. I'm sure the awesome insomniac powers of the bitches can manage to cover a few time zones.


Atropa - Feb 15, 2012 4:51:13 pm PST #7529 of 30001
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.

Post all night if you have to. I'm sure the awesome insomniac powers of the bitches can manage to cover a few time zones.

Yes, yes we can. Heaven knows I'm probably good until about 2am Pacific.

Cindy and Bonny, it's very good to see both of you.


Zenkitty - Feb 15, 2012 4:55:07 pm PST #7530 of 30001
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

meara, backflung!


beekaytee - Feb 15, 2012 4:55:25 pm PST #7531 of 30001
Compassionately intolerant

I'm headed to bed, but will probably be up by about 3am, if I end up being true to form. I'll check in then.


§ ita § - Feb 15, 2012 4:58:58 pm PST #7532 of 30001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

Maria, I wish I could be closer. My thoughts are with you.


Volans - Feb 15, 2012 5:06:32 pm PST #7533 of 30001
move out and draw fire

Maria, if you want/need, you are welcome to stay with me. I know it's kind of a hike, but there's a lovely guest room. Or Mal and I can come up and entertain you.


lisah - Feb 15, 2012 5:11:19 pm PST #7534 of 30001
Punishingly Intricate

Maria, can't add much to what everyone else has said but I am thinking of you.