Bonny, love is terrible at times like this, because we love them so much that we don't want to lose them, and we love them too much to have them live in pain and misery. But we love you too.
Travers: Perhaps you'll favor us with a demonstration while we're here. Buffy: You mean, like, right now? 'Cause, already had my recommended daily dose of fights tonight.
'Potential'
Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
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Connie Neil - Dec 22, 2011 5:39:07 am PST #4537 of 30001
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ChiKat - Dec 22, 2011 5:52:18 am PST #4538 of 30001
That man was going to shank me. Over an omelette. Two eggs and a slice of government cheese. Is that what my life is worth?
{{{bonny}}} I am so so sorry.
smonster
I cried some yesterday when I got the news, and cried again today reading your post. Remember that there are no "shoulds" in grief - you feel how you feel. There will be plenty of time to remember the joy, right now you are feeling the loss, for it is enormous. My heart aches for you.
and Hec
You moved the world on its axis to do everything you could to save him. But it was the right choice to let him go. I am very saddened by your news, and my heart goes out to you.
said it all very well.
You loved Bartleby and he loved you and you honored him.
brenda m - Dec 22, 2011 5:58:57 am PST #4539 of 30001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Oh bonny. I am so very sorry. I was in your position three years ago next week, and it was both the hardest and most right thing I've ever done. My heart goes out to you.
Zenkitty - Dec 22, 2011 5:59:53 am PST #4540 of 30001
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
bonny, I'm so sorry. My heart breaks for you, and for Bartleby. It isn't fair. But you did right by him.
Polter-Cow - Dec 22, 2011 6:13:46 am PST #4541 of 30001
What else besides ramen can you scoop? YOU CAN SCOOP THIS WORLD FROM DARKNESS!
We have Foie-reos here if you want a decadent protein snack.
Is that foie gras between two chocolate wafers?
{{{bonny}}}
askye - Dec 22, 2011 6:19:35 am PST #4542 of 30001
Thrive to spite them
((bonny)) I am so very sorry.
Nora Deirdre - Dec 22, 2011 6:25:24 am PST #4543 of 30001
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)
Is that foie gras between two chocolate wafers?
Foie gras mousse between 2 rounds of shortbread made with foie, butter, and curry spices. Ahhhhhhh. Hm, I think I might have one for breakfast.
amyth - Dec 22, 2011 6:30:39 am PST #4544 of 30001
And none of us deserving the cruelty or the grace -- Leonard Cohen
{{bonny}} so, so sorry.
smonster - Dec 22, 2011 6:33:47 am PST #4545 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
One of my crew wore her Jayne hat today, just for me. Shh, don't tell anyone, she's my favorite.
SailAweigh - Dec 22, 2011 6:36:05 am PST #4546 of 30001
Nana korobi, ya oki. (Fall down seven times, stand up eight.) ~Yuzuru Hanyu/Japanese proverb
bonny, I was so terribly sad to read your post. Bartleby will be missed by this whole community. You shared your joy and sadness with us and I think we all felt like we knew him. His love for you brightened all our days. May he rest easily, having known so much love in his life.