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Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Insent, Laura and smonster.
And thanks.I'm trying (and it's succeeding, in increments) to get the angry out about this particular clusterfuck and to gain some zen about it. But it's HARD.
Strix, you can e-mail me too, if you want another ear.
t edit I have a meeting in 2 minutes, so I won't be back for about an hour, but I'll check my e-mail when I get back.
I'll drop you a line in a bit, Steph. I have to eat something with my steroids, pop in some laundry and start straightening my office.
I'm getting to the point where thinking about working again doesn't make me hyperventilate.
ION, it was supposed to be sunny today! I was going to go for a short walk and get some anti-depression sun. DAMMIT. (And no, I absolutely can't afford a light box. I'm still paying off my hysterectomy, arm and gall bladder.)
And thanks for the support, all. I cannot express how helpful it is to vent. I would like to leech this poison out before too long.
and you can email m too. But before you do -- is explaining one more time going to get you ire up? or does saying it agian make you start seeing it better
ION, it was supposed to be sunny today! I was going to go for a short walk and get some anti-depression sun.
Yay sun! The universe at least owes you some decent weather.
Strix, feel free to email too if you want but I would like to offer some suggestions about the other stuff.
Can you doctor give you samples of the cream? It may already be too late since you are on steroids and need to taper them off but I am surprised the doc didn't have samples lying around.
BTW, if you need a nap even 30 min helps especially if you nap before like 4 pm
I have nothing particularly special to say but Strix, I'm sorry you are dealing with all this. I'm sending peaceful vibes your way.
It was raining hard at my house this morning so I left early but it's not raining (yet) in Denver so I'm 30 minutes early with no key to get in the office. Thankfully the wifi works so I'm enjoying a quiet few minutes to myself.