I like to get from wallowing to indulging myself shamelessly as quickly as possible.
Lydia: But you are a vampire. Spike: If I'm not, I'm gonna be pissed about drinking all that blood.
'Potential'
Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Scrappy - Apr 30, 2013 8:05:39 pm PDT #29572 of 30001
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
smonster - May 01, 2013 3:56:22 am PDT #29573 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
loves Scrappy
I think my wallowing is going to be spread out in intervals, between periods functioning. My default thought is still "I hate everyone in the world right now", which I'm taking to mean that I feel vulnerable and overwhelmed. I'm running late to work, but can't seem to care. I'll get there. And tomorrow I'll be on time.
Pix, great googly moogly. That is a ridiculous amount of stuff. I think my eyes crossed just reading it.
Nora Deirdre - May 01, 2013 4:26:50 am PDT #29574 of 30001
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)
The recent weather here probably isn't helping either! Blergh.
smonster - May 01, 2013 4:37:20 am PDT #29575 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
Jesus, it's raining again? Ugh.
Still not at work. Half dressed. Feels like moving through molasses. I feel worse today than yesterday.
WindSparrow - May 01, 2013 4:41:42 am PDT #29576 of 30001
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
There is snow in the forecast for today.
ETA: it is making me hate everyone. Not on the level of a breakup or losing a beloved pet or having wayyyy too many responsibilities. But.. I just need winter to be over.
Dana - May 01, 2013 4:45:26 am PDT #29577 of 30001
"I'm useless alone." // "We're all useless alone. It's a good thing you're not alone."
I often think "I hate the world." It's not my default setting, but if people are being stupid, they deserve a little of my hate.
smonster - May 01, 2013 4:48:17 am PDT #29578 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
I... might need to wallow today. Ugh. I guess I should have wallowed more yesterday instead of trying to push through? I hate to miss two days in a row but it's a new pay period... I just need to ovary up and notify boss and coworkers.
Hil R. - May 01, 2013 4:51:53 am PDT #29579 of 30001
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l
My students have their final exam today. So I've got to proctor that, then sort the scantrons, then tomorrow, pick up the computer printout of the grades and figure out semester grades and enter them, then deal with the student who email me wanting higher grades, and then the semester will be done.
Burrell - May 01, 2013 7:54:16 am PDT #29580 of 30001
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!
Many hugs to you, smonster
Kate P. - May 01, 2013 9:17:29 am PDT #29581 of 30001
That's the pain / That cuts a straight line down through the heart / We call it love
smonster, damn, I'm so sorry. Take care of yourself. *hugs*
And Pix, hugs to you too, though I think you might need a time turner more! I hope things ease up for you soon.