I'm sorry, I know other people here have been through it, and I don't want to upset any of you. Every month all my raging hormonal demons get so loud, telling me I don't deserve what other people have and that my body never does what I want it to anyway, so why should I expect this to be any different, and then I get all bitchy to TCG, who really doesn't deserve it.
Say! look at you! You look just like me! We're very pretty.
Buffybot ,'Dirty Girls'
Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
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sj - Apr 22, 2013 5:24:52 pm PDT #29263 of 30001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Pix - Apr 22, 2013 5:51:00 pm PDT #29264 of 30001
We're all getting played with, babe. -Weird Barbie
No need to apologize, sweetie. Yes, some of us have been through it—all the more reason to use us as a shoulder to cry on when you need to.
Glamcookie - Apr 22, 2013 6:13:38 pm PDT #29265 of 30001
I know my own heart and understand my fellow man. But I am made unlike anyone I have ever met. I dare to say I am like no one in the whole world. - Anne Lister
I try not to bring this up every month, because I don't want to be (more) annoying, but I am so damn sick of not being pregnant every month.
I'm sorry, sj. The whole fertility thing sucks so much. Sending all kinds of baby vibes your way, friend.
WindSparrow - Apr 22, 2013 6:48:31 pm PDT #29266 of 30001
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
sj, there is nothing easy about wanting something so important and not having it for whatever reason. I don't think there is a thing anyone can say that will make it less painful. Just... you are allowed here.
Burrell - Apr 22, 2013 7:55:49 pm PDT #29267 of 30001
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!
No need to apologize, sweetie. Yes, some of us have been through it—all the more reason to use us as a shoulder to cry on when you need to.
What she said. It helps to have a non-judgey place with others who have btdt. We will do what we can to help you battle those hormonal demons.
le nubian - Apr 22, 2013 8:03:23 pm PDT #29268 of 30001
"And to be clear, I am the hell. And the high water."
so, here is something I saw on my way to looking for something else. [link]
gluten free lemon pound cake.
Laura - Apr 23, 2013 1:56:18 am PDT #29269 of 30001
Our wings are not tired.
I don't think there is a thing anyone can say that will make it less painful. Just... you are allowed here.
Yes, this. I really do understand your disappointment and frustration. Know this is a safe place to let it out. Also, big hugs.
eta: gives sj's body stern look and tells it to stop causing her stress
sj - Apr 23, 2013 12:49:42 pm PDT #29270 of 30001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
eta: gives sj's body stern look and tells it to stop causing her stress
Hee! Thanks, everyone. More test results today, still no good reason why we can't have a baby.
Trader Joe's is now carrying burrata! I used to have to drive an hour to an Italian specialty shop in Providence to get it. We're having pasta with burrata, basil, garlic and tomatoes for dinner.
Volans - Apr 23, 2013 3:38:55 pm PDT #29271 of 30001
move out and draw fire
OK, TJ's carrying burrata is NOT HELPING my diet plan.
sj - Apr 23, 2013 3:39:28 pm PDT #29272 of 30001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
OK, TJ's carrying burrata is NOT HELPING my diet plan.
Mine either, but it was delicious.