I'm so taking a bath and relaxing this evening.
It just seems the thing to do.
I'm a vision of hotliness, and how weird is that? Mystical comas. You know, if you can stand the horror of a higher power hijacking your mind and body so that it can give birth to itself, I really recommend 'em.
Cordelia ,'You're Welcome'
Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
beekaytee - Mar 26, 2013 2:09:57 pm PDT #27941 of 30001
Compassionately intolerant
Zenkitty - Mar 26, 2013 2:53:12 pm PDT #27942 of 30001
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
I'm spending the evening working on my procrastination skills. I've almost got it down.
smonster - Mar 26, 2013 2:56:55 pm PDT #27943 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
erin, at least you didn't change your profile pic to a greater than sign, and then be all blithe about it. As someone on my flist did.
I am not feeling particularly fragile, but I am exhausted as usual. But I can sleep in until 6:30 tomorrow, because that job is DONE.
bonny, that sucks.
Calli - Mar 26, 2013 2:58:12 pm PDT #27944 of 30001
I must obey the inscrutable exhortations of my soul—Calvin and Hobbs
My afternoon was better than my morning, but I'm still spending the evening drinking wine and scrolling through tumblr. Which isn't that different than how I spend the evening after a good day. So.
beekaytee - Mar 26, 2013 3:03:03 pm PDT #27945 of 30001
Compassionately intolerant
I had a total agro fit this morning about something work related. Complete with shaking, shortness of breath and spontaneous headache.
As soon as I realized my physical condition, I took many steps back and many deep breaths.
It seemed like everyone was soaking up everyone else's negative energy and I was in the middle of the vortex.
I decided to be the still point in this particular ever-turning world and stepped out of the fray.
Then, a long walk with Cagney, some doggy play, waaaay too much food and a drowsy, unproductive afternoon.
Now, I'm thinking about how soon I can go to bed.
Hitting the resent button.
Tomorrow might be better.
beekaytee - Mar 26, 2013 3:04:35 pm PDT #27946 of 30001
Compassionately intolerant
In a lighter note, I can't remember if I mentioned darkening my bedroom over the last week.
It's amazing. For the last 14.5 years, I've woken up every two hours. The last four nights, I've woken up just once per night. JUST ONCE! I can't even believe the difference.
le nubian - Mar 26, 2013 3:06:06 pm PDT #27947 of 30001
"And to be clear, I am the hell. And the high water."
a greater than sign
I LOVE passive aggressiveness. just LOVE it.
SuziQ - Mar 26, 2013 3:11:10 pm PDT #27948 of 30001
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
I just hope I can get any sleep tonight. Last night was next to nothing. Today when the migraine hit, I took my meds and tried to nap. Got a good doze on, but no actual sleep. The headache hasn't gone away, but I can handle light again.
I haven't changed my FB profile pic cause I'm lazy. Anyone who knows me knows my opinions on equality.
Zenkitty - Mar 26, 2013 3:19:36 pm PDT #27949 of 30001
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
bonny, sleeping in a dark room makes a huge difference! Glad it's helping you. Isn't a full night's sleep AMAZING? I got rid of all the blue and green lights in my bedroom too, replaced with red and amber lights, and that seemed to help with being able to go back to sleep if/when I woke up.
Mental health segue: I'm thinking about going to see a shrink again. I don't want to. I don't want to take medication again. I don't want to do talk therapy again. I don't want to have to. But I'm really depressed and I think maybe I have to.
smonster - Mar 26, 2013 3:29:45 pm PDT #27950 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
Zen, I know it's hard. I know there's lots of reasons not to want to do those things. But from your posts the last few months, it sounds like you may need a little help to get back to feeling good. And there's nothing wrong with needing help.
le n, the worst(?) part is that he is probably not opposed to gay marriage. I told him his straight male privilege was hilarious, he referenced the Chris Rock "always having $5 in your pocket" thing, I asked if I could borrow $5.